歌词
vocal：lil tjay<20/20>
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I make it for fun
我只是闹着玩的
and I Don't really care if she did me so wrong
如果她不爱我我也觉得无伤大雅
see my love is a ward
我的爱就是病毒
if I Love her I if let it spread every corner
如果我真的爱她我会让其充满每一个角落
everywhere is my spots
每个地方都有我的据点
in the block send you clean shot if you try to send me to the court
我会把你处理干净在你处理我之前
I won't let them see your blood bitch
我不会让他们发现一点蛛丝马迹
go to hell before you start to speak out any word bitch
在你话还没说完之前就下地狱吧
staying 100 percent conscious while I am awake
我清醒的时候便会保持百分之一百清醒
being trapped in my school I was feeling shame
初三被校暴我只觉得自己挺没用的
sink into dark lil man used to see his mama pray
在黑暗中只能听到母亲的祈祷
shit to falling love leave a scar being filled of pain
第一次恋爱就被上了一课
and I don't have to escape
现在我也懒得逃避了
man you will see your blood bitch and I try to make it everywhere
如果有人对我不利他也没好果汁吃
yeah I don't mean to flip it
我也不太想翻那些旧事
lil Bitxh take your self when you in somewhere to lurk me
你在窥探我的时候请先保护好你自己
last year I was feeling better cause I waked
去年我进入NPC感觉一切都很顺利
I was stucking with the world thinking what I cazed
不过我开始对这个世界的种种恶行而感到疑惑
this year often dream to give her wedding ring
今年我想她应该就是我未来的她了
but I have done it so wrong feeling all my sin
不过我总是犯蠢又把罪恶强加于自身
there is no need to get me out of my zone
其实没有必要让自己脱离状态
feeling so weak when it getting cold
尽管在寒冷面前显得弱不禁风
things don't go like what I say it so
很多事情确实不在我的掌控之下
I don't mind to be so
不过我也不介意
I don't mind to be so lonely
变得孤独
can anybody hear my emotions feel the same
是否有人能和我产生共鸣
now she seems to be so worried
也许她开始担心了
cuz I don't need to be so cautious no feeling shame
因为我已经做事已经没那么小心谨慎
I want to forget this
我挺想忘记以前的事的
bad btich yeah she want to preserve it
之前那个她似乎还想钓我
I can stay cold I won't let it hurt me
我也不在乎他人看法了我觉得其实很多人都是shab
I was being drunk blurt out all these danm Shit
没有逻辑可能是我喝醉的时候写的词
they under my heart but the shit is shifting
那些埋藏在我心底的事也都淡忘了
those things I don't know how to deal with
还剩下一些可能我还无法处理的问题
run away cuz the feeling try to kill me
想逃避确实有时候很想放弃
my heart only shining while it blazing
只有自我燃烧的时候我的心才会发光
face to face I have done that sh*t no escaping
就像现在这样我不再去逃避
I make it for fun
我只是闹着玩的
and I Don't really care if she did me so wrong
如果她不爱我我也觉得无伤大雅
see my love is a ward
我的爱就是病毒
if I Love her I if let it spread every corner
如果我真的爱她我会让其充满每一个角落
everywhere is my spots
每个地方都有我的据点
in the block send you clean shot if you try to send me to the court
我会把你处理干净在你处理我之前
I won't let them see your blood bitch
我不会让他们发现一点蛛丝马迹
go to hell before you start to speak out any word bitch
在你话还没说完之前就下地狱吧
I just want my name to be around when I ain't here (Oh, oh, oh)，
当我不在这时 只想我的名字威慑四方，
Livin' in the moment, but I want this **** for years，
活在当下吧 但我想要这样很久了，
They like, "Tjay, bro, you made it", I still feel like I ain't there，
他们都说 哥们你做到了 但我远觉得不够，
A lot of *****s hated, I said，
有很多人不服 我说，
"**** it, I don't care 'cause I'm takin' off"，
去你的 老子不在乎 因为我事业高飞猛进，
I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off，
我直接开挂 事业蒸蒸日上，
I'ma soon be the greatest, takin' off，
我直接开挂 事业蒸蒸日上，
I'ma soon be the greatest, huh，
很快我就渐入佳境，
I'ma soon be the greatest，
很快就是最顶的，
What did they did not say, dick suckin' crazy，
还有什么他们没说的 那便是"这小子疯了吧"，
Everybody tryna beef for clout like it's wavy，
每个人都想引起挑衅来蹭点热度，
Guess I'm just too real, I stood solid, how they made me，
想不到我脚踏实地 如此之硬 看他们是怎样成就我的，
I can never be a goofy ***** if they paid me，
我也不会犯傻 他们是否看得起，
Songs too heat now, everything is wavy，
我的歌如今小有名气 一切都受牵动着，
Lot of *****s think it's competition, they amaze me，
很多人觉着这是比赛 真让我吃惊，
I was goin' downhill, jail kinda saved me，
我曾经历低谷 牢狱有点拯救了我 (因抢劫罪被关押过1年多 也声称那段时间是他写歌能力顶峰时期)，
Gotta keep the hard work, ain't no gettin' lazy，
我要继续苦苦耕耘 绝不会懈怠，
Smokin' opposition kinda sorta got me dazy，
不给我吸几口烟 我感到有点晕眩，
Think you'd last a day up in my shoes, a ***** trade me，
你以为能在我位置上坚守一天 那我们交换试试吧，
*****, I need a billion in blues like I'm JAY-Z，
我要赚一个亿就像我是Jay-Z，
Huh, R.I.P. to Mavy，
愿我祖母安息 (祖母Mavy对他的生活有重要影响)，
*****, I'm cookin' up, got the sauce like it's gravy，
婊砸 我正风生水起 噪音来得为之轻易，
If you want a feature, get your money right and pay me，
要是你想合作一首的话 投资我就最正确不过，
Still, when the time come, it might be a maybe，
当时机来临 一切都有可能，
It depend on the type of record that you gon' play me，
这也取决于你给我放的唱片类型，
I can't do a wack verse, industry betrayed me，
从勤奋程度来说 我写不出蹩脚的歌，
Every time you hear my name, you know I'm goin' crazy，
每次你听到我的名字 你就会知道我贼溜，
Really, I'm a trench kid, SB really made me，
我是战壕长大的孩子 街区成就了我 (South Bronx南布朗克斯Lil Tjay出生的街区)，
Really had the same goal and dream since a baby (Ooh-ooh-ooh)，
从小就对我的目标和梦想始终如一，
I just want my name to be around when I ain't here.
当我不在这时 只想我名字流芳百世，
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