okay

[Intro: midwxst]

I put my phone on DND, don't look at my texts (Lunamatic)

And I know there's somethin' wrong with me, I know I'm a mess

And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed

I never seem to pass my tests

[Chorus: midwxst]

Gotta say "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself

Prayin' that I don't have to see another die

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine

Escape route, my reality, I might run away

[Verse 1: midwxst]

Close the door, and no, I'm never gonna open it up

If you look in my eyes, you can tell I never gave a ****

I know I'll nеver be anything, I'll nevеr be enough

It's hard to process all these thoughts

It's hard to come up with stuff

To say to people that ask me if I'm okay

'Cause I know that I'm not and I never was in any damn way

But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed

You stab me in the back and left me there, in the sheet I lay

Walk inside a party, they said that I'm brand new

You always judgin' but don't know what I've been through

Oh, you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you

You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I can't withstand you

You know you're in the wrong, but never wanna say it

You wanna take my trust? You broke and then betrayed it

All of these memories and thoughts, they keep replayin'

And you're the puppeteer, I know you won't portray it

[Chorus: midwxst]

Gotta say "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself

Prayin' that I don't have to see another die

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine

Escape route, my reality, I might run away

"**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself

Prayin' that I don't have to see another die

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine

Escape route, my reality, I might run away

(Bloomtodeath)

[Verse 2: brakence]

Man comin' up, it's so exhaustin'

I keep ****in' up, but now everybody's watchin'

Watchin', like was it worth of what it cost me?

Block me, baby, I like it barbie

Now you givin' up on the pride that I got left of me

I understand it 'cause you pry so incessantly

Might cross the street, always go cry to them desperately

Your love is fake, you're only higher off the ecstasy

But maybe I better be

I'm so done treatin' death like a secret

Starin' me down, killin' every belief

Livin' a short life, just gettin' ready to pass away

I was tryna survive, maybe I had to say

[Chorus: midwxst & brakence]

"**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself

Prayin' that I don't have to see another die

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine

Escape route, my reality, I might run away