Self-Destructive

I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wait

But I know that it's too soon

I could run away but I wanna stay

So I've gotta play it cool

If only I had been the one to be your first

But knowing I was second only makes me hurt

And every time you say her name it makes it worse

So maybe we should start

We can't help it

If we want this

I'll be selfish

I'll be self-destructive

We can't help it

If we want this

I'll be selfish

I'll be self-destructive

I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wait

But I know that it's too soon

I could run away but I wanna stay

So I'm gonna play it cool

If we never try

If we never try

Then I guess we'll never know

Lying to ourselves Promise not to tell

It's out of our control

If only I had been the one to be your first

But knowing I was second only makes me hurt

And every time you say her name it makes it worse

So maybe we should start

We can't help it

If we want this

I'll be selfish

I'll be self-destructive

We can't help it

If we want this

I'll be selfish

I'll be self-destructive

I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wait

But I know that it's too soon

I could run away but I wanna stay

So I've gotta play it cool

If only I had been the one to be your first

But knowing I was second only makes me hurt

And every time you say her name it makes it worse

So maybe we should start

We can't help it

If we want this

I'll be selfish

I'll be self-destructive

We can't help it

If we want this

I'll be selfish

I'll be self-destructive

I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wait

But I know that it's too soon

I could run away but I wanna stay

So I've gotta play it cool

I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna wait

But I know that it's too soon

I could run away but I wanna stay

So I've gotta play it cool