Sideshow Duckling

I pray for a night of no end

Powdery pink satin ballet flats

Waterproof purple mascara

With matte cherry blush

Spinning around and around

Twirling skirt

The duckling ceased her smile and thought

Not enough

Not enough

Not enough to be awarded love

Ladies and gentlemen

Here comes your fakest swan

On my shoulder stood your heavy dream

I took a leap

Their laughters came in place of my tears, of my broken hearts

I hate how everytime I look to you

And feel relief from your applaud

(Lululalila lululalila lululalila lilulila)

(Lalalilula lalalilula lalalilula lululila)

Step on their tongues

High heels, red soles

Little black dress

Badder than the devil

In my wardrobe

A curated collection of aesthetically pleasing dolls

Spinning around and around

Golden rouge

The duckling rubbed it off and thought

I’m enough

I’m enough

I’m enough to win my own approval

Ladies and gentlemen, goodbye

Goodnight, I hope your dreams are sweeter than mine

No matter how many pieces I lost and found

Some parts are always the same

Always the same

Spinning around and around

Scissors in hand

I killed the dawn you long desired

That’s enough

That’s enough

That’s enough to make me feel much better

Ladies and gentlemen

Here comes your favourite swan

For all it matters

I jumped through your hoops

Burn me with your fire

I understand, I already know

You hate yourself more than you have ever hated me

Look here, my dear

Face the ghost that you were

The lost one you are

The lover you were meant to be

For you

I’d scatter every bit of your heart, every bit of my heart

Together we can search for them once more

When our journey ends, we’ll do it all again

Until your sun goes up

(Lululalila lululalila lululalila lilulila)

(Lalalilula lalalilula lalalilula lululila)