Up on the Downside

I look down, there is a crack

A crack is down!

And through it clouds are visible

From habit I look for the abyss

As usual, but

Where the sky is there can be no dark

I'd like to explain everything

But to no avail

I realized every single word is dead

I'm all alone.. and all I was

Was only darkness

But it has gone

I am a favorite of fate

I am an unholy worm

Worm that crawls in the rays

Of black hole sun

I am a Jaw opens in thirst

The Eye that burns everything

Everything in the way

And it is awesome

I have got hands that remember

The momеnts of love

I have got thoughts

That are likе hell bound

I\`m all alone, and all I am

Is just drowning in the abyss

Totally drowned

Forsaken, broken down

What can wake you up?

Nothing and never again