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No （On Top）-Cam Meekins

I used to think that I was destined

To be on top but now I know it's true

While everybody else flopped

I was waiting to drop

And talk sh*t bout you

I used to have a lot of stress

Thinking bout my life

And where it was heading to

But now I'm saying

F**k that I'mma be alright

Guess what you will too

I used to be one of the kids

That would over think

I never had no shows

I just to act like it was cool

When really I was bugging

About it on the low

I used to do a lot of singing

Making some beats and yeah

I still do both

I used to give a f**k

About you and then

I deleted your number on my phone

Not even on some Hollywood sh*t

I'm f**ked up and I play this girls

I do this sh*t to boost

My ego don't really

Talk about it on the low

And if I'm really being honest

I'd just lie said I was on the road

But I ain't never been on tour man

This is just something that you should know

I used to think that

I was destined to be on top

But now I know it's true

While everybody else flopped

I was waiting to drop

And talk sh*t bout you

I used to have a lot of stress thinking

Bout my life and where it was heading to

But now I'm saying

F**k that I'mma be alright

Guess what you will too

I love the way that life

Has a particular way of working out

I'm sitting thinking bout all the decisions

I made back when I was just a dumb fool

And now I know more so

I can act upon my actions more appropriate

So you won't walk out the door

I hear the words you say to me

Like slow piano loops

Sits inside my head throughout

The day until I think oh shoot

I wasted another day doing nothing

No motivation

Wrapped inside depressions

That you put me in after

We stopped having sex and

To add on top of that

I got stressed out with music sh*t

Starting writing songs that

I didn't even like to spit

But f**k that sh*t

I guess one day I'll finally find my sound

And leave my mark upon

This lonely blood sucking underground

I worked so hard for this

And thought it was all useless

So I had to ask myself

Why it is I really do this

I have dreams of buying a house

Finding a wife and a family

I wanna be around for my kids

So they can see their dad and be like

Yeah that sh*t's awesome

So how do I accomplish that

It's not with major labels

F**king me until I got no a**

So I'll just keep it real

Try to relax a bit

Until all my stars align

And I ain't worried bout sh*t

I used to think that

I was destined to be on top

But now I know it's true

While everybody else flopped

I was waiting to drop

And talk sh*t bout you

I used to have a lot of stress

Thinking bout my life

And where it was heading to

But now I'm saying

F**k that I'mma be alright

Guess what you will too

I used to think that

I was destined to be on top but now

I know it's true

While everybody else flopped

I was waiting to drop

And talk sh*t bout you

I used to have a lot of stress

Thinking bout my life

And where it was heading to

But now I'm saying

F**k that I'mma be alright

Guess what you will to