Bitter Pill

My heart pumps this blood rush still; my legs numb,

My sweat drips down my face,

Clears my vision,

I battle myself,

I battle,

Keep my hands from my throat,

for this silence,

I battle myself,

I battle,

Swallow down now whole,

Bitter Pill unfolds,

I lose my surroundings and fake that; I've gained hope,

This bitter pill he swallows takes the tension,

He's lost control of his hands; control of steps,

somewhere he fears,

was almost sure; could never happen to him,

When this Pill is dissolved in his suffering body,

He'll lay there stiff and shamefully,

I see my surroundings,

(I see my surrounding)

Guilty acts laced with fear,

Tie the knots to be temporarily secure,

Guilty acts laced with fear,

Tie the knots to be...