Mess It Up

Opened two double doors

Typical pretty sure I could grow up

Probably chemical

I took up walking to turn it all off

Doesn't feel bearable

Guess I thought when I left it would all stop

Hmm it would all stop

Did I fall out of line when I called you

When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough

'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

Funny that didn't work

Didn't work

I could be anywhere I'm on your block

Cynical

Cynical

Terrible

Terrible

Kicking myself with my gut in a knot

'Cause I heard that you're

Heard that you're

Happier

Happier

Hope that you're sleeping well knowing I'm not

I'm doing too much hmmm

Did I fall

Did I fall

Out of line

Out of line

When I called you

When I told

When I told

You "I'm fine"

You "I'm fine"

You were lied to

I told you I'm lying

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough

'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We can make it better breaking every habit

Pull myself together you could watch it happen

Let it happen

Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We can make it better breaking every habit

Pull myself together you could watch it happen

Let it happen

Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

Did I fall out of line when I called you

We can make it better breaking every habit

Pull myself together you could watch it happen

When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to

Let it happen

Let it happen

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in

We can make it better breaking every habit

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough

Pull myself together you could watch it happen

'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

Let it happen

Let it happen