Stigmatized

Emptiness slips into my mind,

Emotion so ******* hard to find,

I center myself in this universe,

With peace amongst all the pains and hurts,

I think of all the things that would've been,

And the time i could've spent with him,

But again comes sadness creeping in.

Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things i've seen with my own eyes,

Traumatized until i realize that i gotta go on with my life.

I can only guess what i should've done then,

Wandering alone on the path i've chosen,

Lumbering along towards inevitable fate,

I await an answer, i wrestle with hate,

I question your life and the choices you made,

I question myself with righteousness and rage,

Confused and sick from mistakes i've made.

Questions to ponder about letting go, answers i find towards peaceful flow,

People take **** for granted as given, not in this world that i live in,

In my eyes, i realize. no more lies stigmatized.