Replaced

I know you never had pictured me leavin'

Breaking up is never easy

We're dead now and I'm grieving

I was there whenever you would need me

Even all the times that you'd deceived me

Every single night that you went drinking

I would sit at home, feeling all alone

Wishing you could see the way you treat me

I feel so broken, I just wanna die

I gave a second chance a million times

I live my truth, you would live a lie

'Cause the same issues with different guys

It's the same bullshit, just at different times

This is your loss, girl, it isn't mine

I am not perfect but I ****ing tried

You would make mistakes and then you'd ****in' hide

Now we're gone and it's dead and buried

You lost forever just for temporary

What were you thinking, you weren't thinking clearly

All our memories rest in a cemetery

My daughter ask about you, don't know what tell her

I feel hella guilty when I say, "Forget her"

I gotta be strong and hold it together

You're a memory and it hurts to remember

So I block it out, it's just to much

My confidence tank, I'm in rut

And lately I feel like I'm not good enough

And you may be gone but the damage stuck

I would of died for you, would of tried for you

I would always try to make the time for you

I would never ever tell a lie to you

And even tho we split, I still feel tied to you and

I never wanted to split, I never wanted to drift

I never wanted another man to meet your mother all over again

I never wanted to end, I didn't want any of this

I wanted wrap a ring around your finger and maybe even have a couple of kids

I guess it is what is, I lost my hope

Who we love kills us the most

I'm so afraid to get close

We are just people until we all turn into a ghost

A future we'll never know

Yeah, something we'll never know

And sometimes you gotta let go of what's kills you even if it kills you to let go, damn

I been replaced

I been replaced, replaced

I been replaced

I been erased

I been erased, erased

I been erased