If This Is Goodbye

I feel like we crossed paths at the wrong side

We fell in love at the wrong time

Too many break ups

Too many make ups

Just to pretend like it's alright

I know there were times it was unreal

But most of the time it was unfair

I know there were times I was never there

But there were never times that I never cared

I swear

I lost count how many times that I cheated

I lost count how many times that I lied

I lost count how many times I decieved ya

All those nights that I would make you cry

Now I know just how bad I need ya

Lost without you right by my side

I'm so sorry I wasted all of your time

If this is goodbye

I just wanna tell you

That I promise that I tried

If this is goodbye

Then girl I'm so sorry

For all the times I lied

But people can make some mistakes

They can learn, they can change

But I know all it takes is some time

But if it's too late then I guess

That I wish you the best

I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line

If this is goodbye

Maybe I was immature, maybe I was too young, maybe I was just in denial

Maybe I didn't realize that I had a good thing that was way more than worth my while

And you loved me for me, not because of ANTH or the money you see

Not because the chains on my neck, or the cribs that I got, or the trips that I take over seas

I was too busy running around, different towns, different girls that I'll never fall in love with

When I had a good girl back at home who was down from the start when I never really was shit

Now I feel so dumb, don't say that it's done

Isabella you know that I still want this

Baby please be honest

Do you really not want this?

If this is goodbye

I just wanna tell you

That I promise that I tried

If this is goodbye

Then girl I'm so sorry

For all the times I lied

But people can make some mistakes

They can learn, they can change

But I know all it takes is some time

But if it's too late then I guess

That I wish you the best

I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line

If this is goodbye