Avarice

When I look at the chaos around me

I see the avarice of me

There’s nothing left to love

There’s nothing left

That I can see

Inside of me

Face to Face

With the worst parts of myself

Take it back

Wish I could but I can’t

They Say…

“Time will heal things hopefully”

But I won’t be holding my breath

I’ll just be holding my cards instead

Close to my broken heart inside my chest

The final piece of the puzzle falls into place

And I see what I am…

I ****ing hate myself

****

Take me back

Let me go

My mind is destroying me

Like rust on iron

Eating itself