High Tide Or No Tide

serrated words

can cut so deep

they slash across my chest

and now they pour into my lungs.

they will never be the same.

have you enjoyed your selfish games

what doesn´t kill me, makes me numb

please don´t forgive me

I´m never waking up

this won´t mean anything to you

no use resisting

you´ll never get enough

this won´t mean anything to you

the hole you left

I filled with the stones

you threw and now it´s time to sink

rats will eat all my flesh and lick my bones clean

I´d rather be here than there with you

I need you to say I don´t mean anything to you

I need you to break, I don´t mean anything to you

I can´t breath with you near me

cut so deep, taking over

leave me here dead inside

I can´t breath knowing you´re alive