Pulling the String

Running I'm always running from myself

No one to help me no one knows

Not that anyone who knew would care

Dangling hanging from your tree

Am I an ornament of longing

A seed trapped inside the shell that is me

Nobody can save me from this from myself

Hurricane of head space spinning circle

Stacking up the walls that hide you from yourself

Crumbling pieces of me an offering to you

Falling gifts from me to you left nothing for myself

You had my cake and ate it too and left nothing for me

Fist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through

Heart for you to trample confidence lost

Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss

This right of passage denied holding the headstone

Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the string

Losing feels like

I'm losing all my worth

No one to notice no one would care

If they took the time to stop and stare

Nobody has the time for me for myself

Blistering pieces of me

I'm giving them to you

These sweet whispers are from me to you want nothing for myself

You hold my world inside your hands and leave nothing for me

Fist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through

Heart for you to trample confidence lost

Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss

This right of passage denied holding the headstone

Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the string

So sorry for whatever it was

I've doneSo

I'm deserting sincerely me

Got to just be you've got to just know

I've got to leave it's time for me to go

So here's the note

I've left the key

I hope that when you find this

I've left you with a happy ending

Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye

Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye

Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye

Fist for breaking these eyes for seeing right through

Heart for you to trample confidence lost

Nothing to lose nothing to gain from this loss

This right of passage denied holding the headstone

Tied to no one loosen the knot pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string

I'm tied to no one, no one

Pulling the string