Cold Outside

It's like I've been waiting my whole life for this

For this chance for y'all to hear me

Some things I gotta get off my chest though

Just so y'all know

Uh yeah

They say only the good die young

And wit that said

Ain't don't get no better than me

Ain't coming for my head

I represented for y'all when I came through the market

By becoming who I am I became a target

And what hurts is all the bullshit comes from my own kind

They say Jin's fake he don't keep it real in his rhymes

He make us look soft

That kid ain't commit no crimes

You damn right

Want me to say it then fine

I ain't a killer I ain't a gangster and I ain't no thug

I don't walk around with guns and I don't sell drugs

I'm not a murderer I ain't never said I was

So what the fuck y'all hating on me for huh

Listen to me

See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh

So crucified cadillac

My mama would be so disgusted ohhh

If she knew the way these grown folks act

See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo

And I won't let them hold me down no nooo

You tell her that I'm okay

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow

Eh yo Jin you double r bust ya guns

I ain't about that shit

Trouble just comes my way

I don't invite that shit

I got a career here

I ain't looking for fights to pick

Got more pain in my heart than I knew could exist

Like that night they pulled them guns out and banged my man

I was like fuck rap I almost had a change of plans

Word he took a bullet for me how I'm gon repay that man

What if he would've died what I'm supposed to say to his fam

The life I chose endangered all my family and friends

Some shit I wish I could change but can't promise I can

People are killed to get to the position I'm at

Only to die here and find out it ain't worth that

See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh

So crucified cadillac

My mama would be so disgusted ohhh

If she knew the way these grown folks act

See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo

And I won't let them hold me down no nooo

You tell her that I'm okay

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow

That's how they getting down

Two turntables and a rapper that was that was

That was how they did it then this how they do it now

Twenty young men with they gats up

Got to travel like that or they'll try to attack us

That's how they getting down

The greats settled they beef with rap battles

Let's go that's how they did it then this how they do it now

If they ain't better than you now they shooting at you

Know it sounds tragic but hey you know

That's how they getting down

So what I'm supposed to do

Keep twenty bodyguards and a large entourage

Cause everybody's hard

Sometimes I wonder what happened to love and respect

All I see now is hatred and death

That's how they did it then this how they do it now

See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh

So crucified cadillac

My mama would be so disgusted ohhh

If she knew the way these grown folks act

See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo

And I won't let them hold me down no nooo

You tell her that I'm okay

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow

You tell her that I'm okay uh

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow tell her I'll be okay

You tell her that I'm okay uh

You tell her that I'll make a way somehow talk to them lyfe yeah

Tell her that I'm okay tell her

And I made a way

Girl on my own my way girl uh