Till Death Do Us Join

tied to my bed, counting seconds to my death dying body parts, descending my last breath spontaneous bleeding wounds, new ones every day if there's a

God, please make this go away

I count - my days, alone -

I wait your final will - donate minutes go so slow, with poison in my veins

I am but young, yet dying of old age force myself to hope, for help in any way to rid myself off flesh, rottening with decay only until death - do us join can

I hope to be reborn only until death - do us join my fate state of (the) art technique avoid hollow bodyshell, used-up inner core sickness spreading fast, cannot eat no more holding on to life, but

I see no reason why am

I to live, someone else has to die

I pray for resurrection more likely a dissection promise me observation but use me for education lost my faith in medicine witness to no evidence

I know now that all is lost knowledge

I now pay the cost