Dirty Blue

Cook Thugless

歌词

Simpler days

更单纯的活着

Singing away, I would sit with a phrase

唱歌时总能在歌词中找到共鸣

Back then it was just a symbol a day

以前这只是每天的我活着的标志

Now there’s so many I just sign 'em away man

现在我放弃了寻找那些共鸣

Is it permission that I need for myself

我要的是许可吗？

To be clear like the shelf that I needed

许可自己在酒中

Full of potions

寻找自我吗？

Mission to be free from myself

想要解脱自己的束缚

I can’t breathe till I’m drowning, I know that it’s some bullshit

仿佛沉入海底无法呼吸但我知道这都是矫情

I just need a sign, make it clear and bright

只想要一个清晰的信号

Free me from this tide, I can’t trust my mind

来让我得到解脱我无法信任我的情绪

I can barely hear myself

快要听不见自己内心深处的

Calling

呼救声

I can barely hear myself

快要听不见内心的声音

I miss the days when everything was okay

怀念以前美好的日子

Instead of feeling insane, my mind was clear as the rain

怀念不会抓狂的自己怀念自己雨水般清澈的心

Not dirty blue like the ocean

不像脏蓝色的大海一样

Like I’m drowning in slow motion

仿佛自己困在了慢放的世界

Now every day I always get in my way

现在的每一天我成为了自己的绊脚石

Negative thoughts in my brain

脑海里充满了负面情绪

Got me trying to escape

好想从那些情绪中逃离

Been always reaching for potions

因此不断酗酒

Trying to control my emotions

借酒消愁

Dirty blue, yeah

脏蓝色, yeah

I’ve seen clearer days

我见过清澈的天空

But I felt the clearest after a cloudy one

而乌云过后的天更为无暇

I’ve made mistakes, a lot of ‘em

我犯过很多的错

Found myself in the rain

站在雨中

My reflection in the gutter, dirty blue puddles

看着自己在脏蓝色水坑中的倒影

Seventy-two dollars to my name

自己只剩七十二块钱

Buy a cake for my brothers

给我的兄弟们买个蛋糕

Take a break get a bottle- champagne

买瓶香槟

Put my card put it all on, think about it tomorrow

钱全算我账上明天再去担忧

I got so much going on

仿佛有那么多事等着我去做

At the same time nothing at all

又好像什么事都没有

Imma pick this up, I ain’t waiting on a call

不再犹豫立刻行动