Shame

Full of shame and all the blame

I can't name my own mistakes

Moving through the dirt I lay

Fighting through the emotions I faced

I can't run I can't hide

I see the sun it burns my eyes

The pain of some I feel it it inside

But no one cares when I'm inside

It gets worse when the days go by

It doesn't get easier because I never go outside

My heart is blue it bleeds for you

I'm impatient I can't eat food

You say I'm a fool a fool for you

I've been used and I've been bruised

But I've gone around and looked for you

But you lost me and I want you

And I caught the bait

And I'm grabbing a noose

Until you say to come with you

It gets worse when the days go by

It doesn't get easier because I never go outside