Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous

Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it

Even when I know it's been forever

I can still feel the spin

Hurts when I remember and

I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it 'cause

I can't express how thankful I am

That you were always with me when

It hurts I know that you understand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Trying every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not

Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught

'Cause even though I'm older now and

I know how to shake off the past

I wouldn't have made it if

I didn't have you holding my hand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Trying every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know I would

Never be this strong without you

You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt

'Cause you were home

I don't wanna lose control

There's nothing I can do anymore

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore

Trying every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control