misery

I desperate struggle

still locked inside with my misery

why you destroy me ，why you killing me

i can't endure this ，i can't accept it

i know cleary ，i can't change it

Those things are pestering me like a nightmare

i helplessness ，i'm used to it

i worthless ，i can't breathe

i always hesitated

i write something for you

look like i'm feel sorry to you

but actually，no one knows what i'm thinking including me

i need a moment in my own space , but they think i'm crazy

i'm a egoistic person，even my regret ，it's just to make me get something i need

i was cried the whole April ，when i miss you late at night

i lost you in my mind

I have been heartbroken, seemed to be to the brink of death

I was on the edge of the crash ，i'm dying

It feels like I am getting so nearly to death

like others living in my body

i know cleary ，i can't change it

i helplessness ，i'm used to it

i worthless ，i can't breathe

i'm still alive ，but i dead inside

everything will not be find

mum why u crushing my mind

2015 you appear and save me

but i live in the darkness ，i'm not worth getting love