Sorry

Sorry - Zion I

Sometimes it's hard to say I'm sorry yo

yo, eh,

my raps written in a whirlwind,

so if my tail spin

just point at me

and ill begin where the twirl ends

its difficult to open up,

wounds that never shut

and watch it bleed while

these rap critics eat it up

but such is destiny,

a limit of choice

I'm the coppertone chiller,

with the little kid voice

used to never talk,

thoughts too deep,

they're philosophical

to drop interpretations,

quite logical

systematic pressure,

I ingest and write my letters

the misery, visibly,

breaking me, physically

I walk around half-smiles,

hiding pain deep,

knowing that I ain't feelin

right and it's hard to sleep

subconsciously worry about

my mom and poppa

she want another life

where she marry her a doctor

and after all these years it's just tears

she wanted something more,

but it's hard to ****ft the gears

pops stressin out,

didn't know he did nuttin wrong

apologetic, say your sorry

but the hurt has been done

same old song,

but I don't understand the melody

treated like a criminal,

third strike felony

it's hard as ****

when you see your pop cry

lookin deep into my face

never blinkin an eye

say your sorry

sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody

sorry, never knew I was hurtin you

I'm sorry

yo this is for the ladies that I did wrong,

it's sort of crazy

that I would write these

words up in a song,

hopin maybe

to get some closure,

relation****p's already over

I'm healthy and I'm sober,

no brownies made of doja

born in october,

I'm a libra in my placement

the qualities of my sign,

they leave me here adjacent

to romance, I can't say i've been faithul

i've cheated many times,

for experience I'm grateful

even, bleak and honest,

posturin like a madonnas

while kissin on your neck,

pullin deeper **********

manipulatin, you was giving,

I was taking

my girl weve been forsaken,

like muslims eating bacon

it's kinda squalor,

I dont know what else to call it

you opened up your heart

and I had to go and spoil it

this is for the sisters

who I really got deep

nicky, jackie, queen afuya, Big T

all due respect cause we met for a purpose

I hope you ain't ashamed

cause the time wasn't worthless

I'm sorry

sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody

sorry, never knew I was hurtin you

I'm sorry

to all my homies gettin my back,

I'm never lonely

if I ever dis, raised a fist,

I was only

caught up in the moment,

thought you was my opponent

I saw myself in you for a minute,

and I wanted

to fight me,

likely I was mad at self

sometimes it's easier

to blame someone else

without ya'll couldn't stand

the constant demands of livin' rap life

It's only right that we band together

against the restless tides of oppression

I'm firin rhymes like smith and wessun

progression is made with a simple step,

even jesus wept

I'm lettin' ya know too long,

these feelings kept

inside of my mind, true friends hard to find

now that I let it out,

we gotta ****ne cousin I'm so sorry