if depression gets the best of me

歌词
Empty and numb
空虚和麻木
Still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs I left
还是无法摆脱我留下的悲伤和残羹剩饭
Help me, I'm scared
帮帮我,我好害怕
'Cause the one thing on my mind is for me to disappear
因为我脑子里只有一件事就是让我消失
So mama when I die
所以妈妈当我死的时候
Please hold in your cry
请别哭了
Just know that when I'm gone
你要知道当我离开的时候
I'll always be right by your side
我会一直在你身边
And lover when I leave
我的爱人当我离开时
I know that we don't speak
我知道我们不说话
I'm sorry that I failed you
我很抱歉让你失望了
But you meant the world to me
但你对我来说就是整个世界
I lost my sight
我失明了
I still can't see all the places where there might be light
我还是看不到所有可能有光的地方
I used to stare
我曾经凝视着
At the mirror, now I don't 'cause when I do I see a ghost
对着镜子,现在我不这么做了因为当我照镜子时我看到了一个鬼魂
It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self-centered
这不是我的错,你觉得我是如此的自我中心
I'm tryna be better but I feel under the weather
我想好点,但我感觉不舒服
So mama when I die
所以妈妈,当我死的时候
Please hold in your cry
请别哭了
Just know that when I'm gone
你要知道当我离开的时候
I'll always be right by your side
我会一直在你身边
And lover when I leave
我的爱人当我离开时
I know that we don't speak
我知道我们不说话
I'm sorry that I failed you
我很抱歉让你失望了
You deserve better than me
你应该得到比我更好的人
(So mama when I die)
(所以妈妈,当我死去)
Hi mom, it's me (Please hold in your cry)
嗨,妈妈,是我(请忍住哭泣)
I just wanted to call and say I love you (Just know that when I'm gone)
我只想打电话告诉你我爱你(你要知道当我离去时)
And I know that that's random (I'll always be right by your side)
我知道那是随缘的(我会一直在你身边)
But I feel like I don't say it enough so here I am (And lover when I leave)
但我觉得我说的不够所以我在这里(当我离开时,我的爱人)
And I hope you are okay (I know that we don't speak)
我希望你一切都好(我知道我们不会说话)
Um, yeah, I love you mom (I'm sorry that I failed you)
是的,我爱你,妈妈(对不起,我让你失望了)
Okay bye-bye (You deserve better than me)
好吧再见(你值得拥有比我更好的人)
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1.if depression gets the best of me