Refusing to Be a Man

I'm not going to try to tell you that

I'm different from all the rest.

I've been subject to the same de-structure of desire and

I've felt the same effects;

I'm a hetero-***ist tragedy.

And potential rapists all are we.

But don't tell me this is natural.

This is nurturing.

And there's a difference between ***ism and ***uality.

I had different desires prior to my role-remodelling.

And at six years of age you don't challenge their claims.

You become the same. (Or withdraw from the game and hang your head in shame).

I think that's exactly what

I did. I tried to sever the connections between me and them.

I fought against their further attempts to convince a kid that birthright can bestow the power to yield the subordination of women and do you know what patricentricity means?

I found out just a couple of days/months/years/minutes ago.

It means male values uber alles and hey!

Whaddaya know... *** has been distorted and vilified.

I'm scared of my attraction to body types.

If everything desired is objectified then maybe eroticism needs to be redefined.

And I refuse to be a "man".