歌词
编曲：张杰峻
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People think they want this problem till they finally get it
人们一直觉得他们能承担起找来的麻烦，直到他们如愿
Just like I keep avoiding shit till I get so pissed and pathetic
正如我总是小心翼翼，直到变得既气愤还可悲
Till I get punched by the smile of the comedian (Get him a medic)
直到我被喜剧演员的笑打了一拳（找个医护来！）（《守望者》）
Never want to keep hiding like those in Vietnam ,so my ass stick
不再想像越战中那些人一样躲躲藏藏，这时我
In the Middle of the no where,my situation is so queer
左右荒无人烟，如此尴尬的境地
The little angel and the little devil never talk to me in turns,they’re both here
天使和恶魔从来那样轮流教唆我，他们都在这！
So why am I trying so hard to be someone so nice but hollow
所以我为什么试图成为虽和善但空洞的人
Is it means I’m mature if i hold my anger and get my hate swallowed
如果一直按着自己的愤怒，咽下情绪，就是成熟了吗？
I keep lowering my voice,gotta be calm,**** those internet haters
一直压低声音，要冷静，去他的愤怒老哥
They just kept bitching in the dark,though the words sharp like a razor
他们暗地里一直发牢骚，虽然部分言辞尖锐
They never got the balls to write their names on a piece of paper
但从来不敢明面上说
So look at me,I make peace with the life,guess I am the true M-A-turer
反观，我与生活和解，我可能才算是“大人”吧
But can’t deny in my heart of hearts there are urges of spraying hate
但不可否认，我内心深处依然存在发泄的冲动
Something is pushing me,I’m losing it,now the words are making way
一些东西在怂恿我，逐渐失控，言语正在自行开路
I picked up the rap,words shooting like bullets,an extra mag
拾起了说唱，言语如子弹般射出，再来一个弹夹
Such an perfect outlet,mastering it step by step,now I am like--
如此完美的发泄口，逐渐掌握，现在我正是---
Every day and night
每个日和夜
Voices fill my head
声音充斥脑中
Try not to give a damn
尝试置之不理
But i can’t fight it back
但实在无法抵抗
So no more compromise
所以不再有妥协
Is this what you like
这是你们想要的吗？
Never a bright choice
看来尽量和善
That try my best to play it nice
从来不是一个好主意
At Grade Eight I sprayed hate but it made days like a ra-dio
八年级，我开始发泄，但这让日子如同
Saying “Mayday”s I became desperate and the hatred
发出“Mayday”的无线电一样，我变得绝望
Filled me the whole week Where’s my way Please I need(you help)
情绪一整周占据着我，我的出路呢，需要（你的帮助）
In a way when I changed myself I was saved straight off
之前的改变也曾被我认定为救赎
But at this environment I would rather seal mouth
但在这个环境下，我宁可保持沉默
I don’t wanna say no more details
我不想过多描述
But why every time mentally I just got kick out
但为什么我总是被人排斥在外
I wanna figure out,why everybody is so against me now
不理解为何一切人都如同在针对我
It was like I’m living in a world without
如入无人之境
Nobody,they are screaming ”stay out ！“
他们正在对我喊“离开“
Suddenly the way I deal with life is making me a big shame now
突然，我的处世之道让我成为了一个笑柄
Cuz no matter how I do it ,things always turn into the same result
因为不管我如何去做，事情总是支离破碎
During the path I may got lost ,but i never see that my name rot
在人生之路上我可能会迷失，但从没想到会变得此般不堪
I should’ve sat down and be humble just like K.Dot (yeah)
是不是应该坐下，低调起来，像K.Dot一样
But then I found a balance point,when the anger comes to me i squeeze
但之后我似乎找到了平衡点，愤怒涌起时我紧握它
Wont let it get my relations ruined,consider about what that shit could bring
不会让其毁掉我的人际，考虑它会带来什么
And choose my target to fire,cut control of my excitement
然后选择目标开火，斩断冲动对我的控制
So now I never regret those who got dropped,Do not perspire
所以我现在从不惋惜被我辞藻杀掉的人，不要流汗，
The time I am like
当我---
Every day and night
每个日和夜
Voices fill my head
声音充斥脑中
Try not to give a damn
尝试置之不理
But i can’t fight it back
但实在无法抵抗
So no more compromise
所以不再有妥协
Is this what you like
这是你们想要的吗？
Never a bright choice
看来尽量变的和善
That try my best to play it nice
从来不是一个好主意
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