Slow Bleed

At times I find my mind unwinds and I don't think when I walk,

Run into things and fall down

It's coming around again and I've found sometimes

I don't think when I talk

And put my foot in my mouth

And sometimes when I, I look at me

And wish I could be somebody else

Sometimes I throw myself and let go, but never no

Intention to see a picture of me and trap myself

All this time, we've been mislead,

...Does anyone care at all?

Sometimes I fall asleep and then I lose control

I try to find my way out without letting go

And will I lose my mind if it comes back this time?

If i dont turn out perfect will you be a friend of mine?

It's coming around again and i've found sometimes I sit

When I should get up and just walk away

Sometimes I pretend and act like I do

But don't listen to a word you say

And sometimes when I start talking out loud

Should just shut my mouth and walk away

Sometimes I feel like maybe it's real and think like nobody else

Too close to myself and suffocate

Are you ready to crawl out?

Are you ready to take my hand and see?

Are you ready to crawl out?

From within the slow bleed?

From within the slow bleed?

From within the slow bleed?

Take this away from me