Deathwish

I am now layin on my deathbed

Cold and weak and full of pain

My skin is wrinkled and

I'm searching for a reason to not pass away

I have been sick for a long time

The cancer has taken my soul

I lay alone in a dark room

Wait every day to be fetched by death

In silence

I'm lying

Deathwish burning strong

I just wanna sleep forever

I'm to weak to take my life

I am now dreaming that

I'm dying

My soul is free from all the pain

I am now crying, crying in happiness

But I wake up to reality again

I hate this life that

I'm living

People surrounds me to take goodbye

I can feel it this is my last time

I close my eyes and smile to my death