Erratic

I've been having a hard time with myself

Counting the beats of my bad pulse again

Then it turned into a nightmare

I've been tossing and turning in my bed

Sleep deprivation worked me overtime

Until my body hit the decline

Down, over the low

There's always something on my nerves

That gets me so erratic

Down, over the low

There's always something on my nerves

That gets me so erratic

I was a misfit in my youth

I thought I knew everything but I admit

That I used to wallow in ****

So what was there to love about the thrills

Other than the time it killed

I'm motionless, still I fear the regress

Down, over the low

There's always something on my nerves

That gets me so erratic

Down, over the low

There's always something on my nerves

That gets me so erratic

Now, I've got a big lump in my throat

And it may take some time to swallow it

I'm still trying to get used to it

Down, over the low

There's always something on my nerves

That gets me so erratic

Down, over the low

There's always something on my nerves

That gets me so

Here lie the pieces to my puzzled weakness

A term that made me so erratic

It made me so erratic