Tinted Glass

Tinted glass

I cannot explain

Why I am this way

Precaution please leave me alone

I'm tired of hearing what you’ve got to say

Sometimes

I like it

Sometimes

I don't But it seems

I always want to be what

I’m not And

I’m not satisfied with what

I've got I'm looking through a tinted glass

That changes color with each question that

I ask Part of me is new and part of me is old

I'm running fast but can

I hold Onto this dream that grows at such a speed

I don't know what

I want or what

I need I cannot explain

For I do not know

Confusion is planted in my mind

And the seed continues to grow

Sometimes

I like it

Most times

I don't The more

I know, the more

I ask Will

I find answers or is this my task

Will a day arrive, when

I am sure of something

The unobtainable intrigues me

Greener grass

I can see

When my vision is obscured by desire

Sometimes

I must Look deeper than the waters brim

Take a deep breath

Before I dive in

Take a deep breath

Before I try to swim

Take a deep breath

Take a deep breath