歌词与中文翻译
Lyrics:
我的茶变冷了
(XXXTENTACION)
我想知道为什么我起床了
My tea's gone cold
早晨的雨笼罩着我的窗户
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
（李尔皮普）
The morning rain clouds up my window
我一点也看不见
(LIL PEEP)
（迪多）
And I can't see at all
即使我可以，这一切都将是灰色的
(DIDO)
但你的照片在我的墙上
And even if I could it'd all be gray
它提醒我，它不是那么糟糕，它不是那么糟糕
But your picture on my wall
我的茶变冷了
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
我想知道为什么我起床了
My tea's gone cold
早晨的雨笼罩着我的窗户
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
我一点也看不见
The morning rain clouds up my window
即使我可以，这一切都将是灰色的
And I can't see at all
但你的照片在我的墙上
And even if I could it'd all be gray
它提醒我，它不是那么糟糕，它不是那么糟糕
But your picture on my wall
（三）
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
我在吸毒，所以我可以保持
(XXXTENTACION)
我能承受这种痛苦的部分原因
I'm doing drugs so I can maintain
"我麻木了"，鼓手男孩孤独的心说
Part of the reason that I can handle this damn pain
谁宁愿破坏，也不愿玩一个托卡玩具
"I'm ****ing numb", said the lonely heart of the drummer boy
呃，妈的，我的镜子最近不太清楚
Who'd rather wreak havoc than play around with a Tonka toy
我看到我的思想变得盲目，物质错误
Uh, shit, my mirror ain't been clearer lately
沉溺于永远破碎的东西
I see my mind becoming blind, material mistaken
我看到一个父亲失去了他的儿子，为什么生活如此无望？
Heart indulging in the things that are forever broken
嗯，艾伊，我的抑郁症的概念是
I seen a father lose his son, why life so ****ing hopeless?
当你出生的时候没有记忆
Uh, ayy, concept of my depression is
当痛苦开始的时候，没有人抱着你
That there's no ****ing recollection when your birth begins
但是当你屈服的时候，有人会把你折叠起来
And there's nobody there to hold you when the pain begins
嗯，嗯，这样的讨论等
But there's somebody there to fold you when you're caving in
你是个该死的失败者，伙计，生活是个大败
Uh, yuh, such discussed by such and such
就在我肚子里，想干完，但是
You're a ****ing loser, man, well, life's a ****ing uppercut
我没有球，妈的，我真是个胆小鬼，把我搞得一团
Right inside my ****ing gut, wanna ****in' end it, but
（迪多）
I don't have the balls to, ****, I'm such a pussy, **** me up
我的茶变冷了
(DIDO)
我想知道为什么我起床了
My tea's gone cold
早晨的雨笼罩着我的窗户
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
我一点也看不见
The morning rain clouds up my window
即使我可以，这一切都将是灰色的
And I can't see at all
但你的照片在我的墙上
And even if I could it'd all be gray
它提醒我，它不是那么糟糕，它不是那么糟糕
But your picture on my wall
（果汁焊接）
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
当你像我一样生活的时候，生活是自由的
(JUICE WRLD)
斩波器打你的屁股一样，该死的，他不能呼吸
Life is free when you live like me
史蒂夫·旺德，当我抢劫时，他看不见
Chopper hit your ass like, damn, he can't breathe
新闻上杀了他不可能是我
Stevie Wonder, when I rob, he can't see
我从不缺乏
Kill him on the news, it couldn't be me
我看到这狗屎，这些黑鬼必须有白内障
I never lack
我拉起来，我开枪打出来的凯迪拉克
I see this shit, these niggas must have cataracts
你想抽烟吗？过来，我们可以战斗
I'm pullin' up, I'm shootin' out the Cadillac
呃 听着
You want smoke? Come over here, we can battle that
我不相信竞争
Uh, listen
我得到了驱动器像一个全新的B
I don't believe in competition
I got the drive like a brand new Bugatti engine
It's only me and myself, I don't need no henchmen
I'm not a God, like I said, so I'm not forgiven
I need to work on that, I need to work on it
I got a dick for a reason, I watch her twerk on it
I put in work, never save her, don't go to church homie
Your run up on me, that chopper will leave you murked homie
I need to smoke a blunt, I haven't smoked, I just woke up, came to Westwood and spit facts
Uh
My choppa on me, like what's up, it's showing no love, it talk to her screaming, "Get back!"
Uh
These niggas ain't shit but a bunch of bad jokes
Popsicle ass niggas like did you get that uh
My choppa so damn horny, it'll **** anybody thats gon' get clapped
Uh, listen
I feel like the best
I put they ass into submission
Like I said, I ain't got no mother****in' competition
I'm in it to win it
That choppa on me its killin'
I feel like Bruce Willis, I feel like Bruce Bannis
I feel like Michael Jordan going nuts like Planters
Off the top
Clip hanging out the gun, no banana
Scope up on the rifle, I can see yo ass hatin nigga
I can see yo ass hatin'
You still rocking Trues, boy yo goof ass basic
I'on give a **** about shit that's all I'm sayin'
I'ma dye my hair like I said, I'ma Saiyan
I'ma say it, don't spray it, spray it, don't say it
Talk my shit
Leave him layin' on the pavement
**** yo bitch then act like I didn't do it
She may tell ya, that's not my fault
But it's all good 'cause *mumbling*
I wanna make a real song outta this beat I ain't go lie
(LIL PEEP)
She don't love me, but she's singin' my songs (oh no)
I don't feel much pain
Got a knife in my back and a bullet in my brain
I'm clinically insane
Walkin' home alone I see faces in the rain
Where did all the time go?
Spend it gettin' high while I hide from the five O
Where did all the lines go?
Now, I'm so high I be ****in' with my eyes closed
She don't **** with me no more, I'm on her mind though
Come and **** me in the mornin' with the blinds closed
I can show you everything I learned
While you were away from me
Runnin' away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you
It's just the way I be
It's just the way I see things
Take her away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you, no
It's just the way I be
It's just the way I see things
(DIDO)
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all