Miracle

I've been searching for a long time through light and through darkness but

I still don't know

I've been waiting for tomorrow yesterday's gone but it still the same

I see the trees

I feel the clouds in the sky

I feel the wind

I feel the heat of depression

That's why

I need it so bad

All I need is a miracle

So many times

I've been asking myself

I never felt like this before

I can't go on lining in this desperation yesterday's gone but it still the same

What does it takes of a man to put his life back in order

I lay me down

I see no way out yesterday's gone but it still the same

All that I'm searching for is a miracle

Voices are

Calling Say can you hear me can you see me

I'm all alone with no place to go

I've got no answers to all my questions

It's all the same they fill my head with lies ...

I've got no feelings

I can't go on living on the edge

Got no reason to stay alive when all they say is pull the trigger

Life's got no meaning it's all over now

It's time to go and leave the past behind ...

I can't control it

My soul is lost my heart can't take no more

I feel the fire that burns so deep inside

No one can save me ...lost forever

There'll come a time when

I'm forgiven

It's all over now but

I'll always be with you

Can you hear the voices calling

They surround you like stars in heaven

Ain't no lie that can't be spoken

Can't believe but

I can't deny it

I've got no feelings left to hide

It's not so easy to make this hard decision

I've tried so hard to wash my thoughts away but all they say is pull the trigger