I Wish

I wish I could call you

I wish I could say

I wish I could see you

And make sure you're okay

I know you're alone

And have dealt with your pain

But you deserve more

Then I could explain

I think about you

How he drove you insane

I don't think I'm okay

I'm not okay

I wont forget what he said about "blue"

Or the way his voice broke

When he spoke about you

Are you okay ?

It's 3am, I’m alone in bed

With my head in my hands

And I can't comprehend

Why I stuck around for so long

Why was it so hard ?

Stumbled footsteps, familiar sounds

2pm, passed out on the couch

you "never had time" for her

But you always found time to argue

I think about you

How he drove you insane

I don't think I'm okay

I'm not okay

I wont forget what he said about "blue"

Or the way his voice broke

When he spoke about you

Are you okay ?

I wish you had told me

The way that he behaved

I wish I was different

So it wasn't the same

I want you to be happy

To feel that you're safe

I need you to know

I love you and Ill be okay

I’ll be okay

I wont forget what he said about "blue"

Or the way his voice broke

When he spoke about you

Are you okay?

I’ll be okay