Murder in My Heart

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[00:15.36]I used to love a boy

I still see him in these rooms

His head was like the summer

And his voice was like the moon

Sometimes he makes me happy

A deeper shade of blue

[00:36.96]And there's murder in my heart

And there's nothing I can do

But now he's two years dead

I hear myself repeating what my father always said

Don't let it make you bitter

I watched what he said

I got murder in my heart

But I'd rather die instead

Somebody wanna take another lover?

Does anybody need another friend?

Right now anybody who isn't me

I kinda like the ocean

With it's arms stretched open wide

But I know what it means

To be dragged out with the tide

And to fight from going under

And to keep myself alive

And there's water in my eyes

When I laid last night

Just to get a little rest

And I walked beneath the streetlight

And I saw nobody there

Just a bitterness that followed me

A saddening surprise

That there's murder in my heart

And I made me that way

There's murder in my heart

And I can't make it go away