Mayfly

i cant speak, i have no escape

i just cant breath, i lost my fate

i dont have any sleep, just live on the night

Because of my dreams are so far away

you know what im saying, i am not playing

Nobody ask me, if i am right

Im loosing the fight, now i can't decide

I say goodbye one last time.

i feel alone, all these thoughts inside my dome,

heart of stone, feel so cold, while i do on my own

no one knows, what im feeling, cut my wrists and now im bleeding,

only free inside my dreams and surround my demons,

lost in the dark as I sit, i call this art,

where to start?on this world I plan to leave my mark,

broken hearted empath, wanna die but when's that?

hoping for the end of my life, and the end of this path.

i cant speak, i have no escape  Just give me reason

i just cant breath, i lost my fate  Follow heart to listen

i dont have any sleep, just live on the night

Because of my dreams are so far away

I'm tryna find my purpose, I need help reachin' the surface

I need someone to look me in the eye and tell me that I'm worth it

Everything now feels so hopeless, they're tellin' me to keep it goin

My emotions are explodin, dont know how long I can hold it

Loosin my mind, I'm goin insane,

My teardrops are matchin' the rain

Stress on my chest so I take on my brain,

I hate goin'  circles no pullin' my chain

I forgot my own name cuz,

The life is struggle and Its coverd in shame

You have to live for yourself.

This is your life.

You have to carry on in spite of all the frustration and disappointment

because

That's life

That's what you have to deal with

So

What do u think

And Im standing all alone so no one to blame

Cuz life is a joke and life is a game

I grow up like sh*t still all the same

I got nothing to lose but so much to gain

So I keep on pushing, run thru pain

Got my hands up cuz Im reaching fame