Underwhelmed

I have nothing left to give you my friend

coz you've bled me dry over and over again

don't even try coz we're all gonna die someday

If I was a bird,you would harvest all my feathers

and if I had a friend you wouldn't let us see each other

Take what you want,

and take what you need

from me

The city took my house

and its people took my things

My neighbors took my books

and all my shiny rings

But then you came along

just to finish me off ,I'm gonna scream

In the cold of the winter

you would peel off all my clothes

and in the heat of the summer

broke a hole in my hose

You've bent me till I cracked

You're a pain in the *ss

You've ruined me

If I was a fish

you would take me out of water

and if I was a pig

I'd be the target of your slaughter

I'm shit out of luck

coz you don't give a f**k about me

Anytime I hear that you're around

my entire world comes crashing down

cause I can't forget what you've done to me

Anytime I hear you speak my name

I feel like I have gone insane

What could you want, what do you want from me?

People see me as a pessimist and a grouch

but I just think that I'm underwhelmed

I used to be as bright as the sun

but now I'm just a dark storm cloud

It's all because I'm feeling underwhelmed

Underwhelmed, underwhelmed, underwhelmed

I found an old note that I wrote for you that

described a big heart full of love I had

for you,for life

Too bad,

it's been sucked dry

Nobody ever apologizes

until you drank yourself to death

I guess your friends all care once you're

six feet underground

You've taken everything from me that I loved,

that made me who I am

You've broken me far worse than a hollow glass

thrown upon the ground

It's been years since I let you turn the gears inside my head

You asked for forgiveness

but now I'm not gonna

now I'm not gonna

now I'm not gonna

now I'm not gonna

now I'm not gonna forget