Stwisted

I ain't gonna kill myself loving you

I ain't gonna break my own heart

I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you

When you don't seem to want any part of my love

And I know

I'll be fine just as soon as

I let go Yes

I know I'll be alright as soon as

I let go Get a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless love

Tell you straight out that it's twisted

Crack flash of lightning struck from above

Knocked down a cow and

I kissed ya

Oh, now, now

I know I'll be fine just as soon as

I let go Yes

I know I'll be alright as soon as

I let go But

I keep holding on for a future

I keep waiting for something to change

I keep holding on for a future

I keep looking for something that

I never see

I ain't gonna kill myself loving you

I ain't gonna die for a life together

I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you

When you don't seem to want me oh my days go by