Better Off

There's a storm

There's a storm and it's been

Sucking all my life up

And tipping all the ships in this

Old American port

And it has since 1986

It's my life in a bottle

And it's typically unstable

I'm so sorry for the time I took from you

And if you don't already know

I tried my best to make it work

And all thats left is lust and bitterness

And in the end I ****** it up

Just enough to know that I am better off

I'm so cold

I'm so cold I know I'm sorry

It's a habit it's in my blood

I can't feel anymore

But if I could take it back

Or somehow just relax

Without the help of some

Prescription medication I'd collapse

I tried my best to make it work

And all thats left is lust and bitterness

And in the end I ****** it up

Just enough to know that I am better off