This Is How I Feel

8 AM like any other days

Get up from my bed,ready to quit my life

But there's something I gotta do

To make the world a better place

It's hard to live by myself

But I have no time to care for someone else

I want someone so I can share my life and happiness

I'm another sad and lonely life on earth

I wish I could change myself

Make more friends and love this life

But in reality I'm vulnerable

What I see is my ugly imperfections

I wanna be hot or cold

Not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

Withhold nothing

I wanna go live my life

You can't stop me

I just wanted you to know

This how I feel

Shame and tears were my only friends

Unity you came and touched my heart

How did you see someone invisible

How are you still holding my hand

I wish I could change myself

But you tell me to trust in you

And I still see my ugly imperfections

But now I see is more of you and less of me

I wanna be hot or cold

Not in between

I wanna be say what I wanna I say

Withold nothing

I wanna go live my life

You can't stop me

I just wanted you to know

This is how I feel

All the worlds is changing

They say it's just beginning

Surging over me

Like an angry ocean wave

I get behind the line again

To get my life back again

This is my life

This is how I feel

I wanna be hot or cold

Not in between

I wanna say what I wanna say

Withhold nothing

I wanna go live my self

You can stay with me

I just wanted you to know

This is how I feel