Used To Be

I don't know how to finish what's begun

Or how long I might wonder if it's done

Windows open when the doors are all closed

But if you step through, you might forget the way back home

I was drawn, I was taken over Rubicons

All the while never realized I was gone

Windows opened when the doors were all closed

I stepped through them and now I forget the way back home

Someone introduce me to the man I used to be

I can feel him struggling deep inside of me

I swear if it takes until my dying day

That somehow I will find my way again

I have faltered, I have sacrificed, everything I once held dear

Windows opened when the doors were all closed

I stepped through them and lost my way

Somehow I know I'll be back again – I know I can save myself

Someone introduce me to the man I used to be

I can feel him struggling deep inside of me

I swear if it takes until my dying day

That somehow I will find my way

I will find I'm back again the man I used to be

I will find I'm reconciled with what I've hoped to be

I'll build a bridge to what I've lost

And I will find my way, back home again