Favorite Disease

Wanting, watching, debating

On which way to run to

Haunted, voices, craving

Someone to run to

I haven't lost myself in a long time

I never tried to care when I wanted to

I just wanna be part of something

I just wanna to be real like you

Sometimes, I feel like a monster

And times, I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease

Silent, warnings tell me

That I've let things come undone

Show me, teach me the way to heaven

'Cause no other way can

I haven't lost myself in a long time

I never tried to care when I wanted to

I just wanted to be part of something

I just wanted to be real like you

Sometimes, I feel like a monster

And times, I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease

Closer, closer, closer to you

I need to be closer

Have closure, get closer to you

Every step I take

Sometimes, I feel like a monster

And times, I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease

And I love the way you kill me

Love the way you heal me

Sometimes, I feel like a monster

And times, I feel like a saint

I'm on my knees

You're my favorite disease

And I love the way you kill me

Love the way you heal me

I love the way you kill me

Love the way you heal me

I love the way you kill me

Love the way you heal me

I love the way you kill me

Love the way you heal me

I love the way you kill me

Love the way you heal me