Nervous and Weird

You know I want to be the way you want me to

Big hearted and tall enough to cover you

I would break in half if you said it loud

Splinter out of myself just like mercury

I think it's better now than how it used to be

You were lying in bed and I would levitate

I think it's better here, than where we used to be

I wish I could go out into the Oregon sun=85 to be alive in the day

I would smile at everyone

I remember you back in '83 you were dressing insane

You were my everything you were so different from all those other girls

A blind Electra in drag so cool and casually lame

I think I'm better now than how I used to be

Always nervous and weird, scared most of the time

I think it's better now than how it used to be

Always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraid of being afraid

Now I sit alone when you're not around

I read aloud just to hear a friendly voice

I see you scary dolls they always look at me

=46rom the corner of my eyes I see them shake their heads

You know I want to be the way you me to

Big hearted and tall enough to cover you

I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day