I'm Only Me (When I'm Not Sober)

I just got home, it's 3a.m.

I must confess for I have sinned

But tomorrow night, Imma do it again, again

I've been obsessed with stupid men

Little depressed, but then again

Maybe it's just 'cause I'm making bad decisions

'Cause I'm only me when I'm not sober

And I've been drunk since last October

I take a walk out in the rain, the rain

But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same

I'm only me when I'm not sober

I'm blacked out when the party's over

I take a walk out in the rain, the rain

But it just doesn't numb the pain

I'm only me when I'm not sober

I'm all alone, don't have no friends

I'm always home but can't pay my rent

It ain't a joke 'cause I'm broke and I smoke

But I'm trying to quit, quit

I got a problem, and it ain't healthy

I call my momma, she tries to help me

But I don't care much about the consequences

'Cause I'm only me when I'm not sober

And I've been drunk since last October

I take a walk out in the rain, the rain

But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same

I'm only me when I'm not sober

I'm blacked out when the party's over

I take a walk out in the rain, the rain

But it just doesn't numb the pain

I'm falling asleep on a bed with no sheets

But it's not a disease

It ain't addiction if I can kick it whenever I please

'Cause I'm only me when I'm not sober

And I've been drunk since last October

I take a walk out in the rain, the rain

But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same

I'm only me when I'm not sober

I'm blacked out when the party's over

I take a walk out in the rain, the rain

But it just doesn't numb the pain

I'm only me when I'm not sober