freak

I took a shot to the head last week

I’m a paranoid freak

I keep driving around the city at the same damn speed

Thinking one day you might show up when I go

And I try to lie and say that I’m not insane

But I keep on playing the same damn games

Thinking one day shit might be different

It won’t

When it’s real then it’s not

And you don’t want to stop

I remember when we had the same damn problems

Imma say the same things ‘til you feel the same way

Even when it hurts you, I’m gonna put you in the same grave

Oh wait, I’m sorry

I tried to warn you

I really want you to see me when I’m honest

I needed something different

Well until I didn’t

And I know I shouldn’t be here with you

Girl, you mobbin’, proper

In and out of anywhere

You poppin’

Sobbin’

Even when my heart is at an auction, childish

You don’t give a **** about me

I took a shot to the head last week

I’m a paranoid freak

I keep driving around the city at the same damn speed

Thinking one day you might show up when I go

And I try to lie and say that I’m not insane

But I keep on playing the same damn games

Thinking one day shit might be different

It won’t

Girl you mobbin’, proper

In and out of anywhere

You poppin’

Sobbin’

Even when my heart is at an auction, childish

You don’t give a **** about me

I took a shot to the head last week

I’m a paranoid freak

I keep driving around the city at the same damn speed

Thinking one day you might show up when I go

And I try to lie and say that I’m not insane

But I keep on playing the same damn games

Thinking one day shit might be different

It won’t