i hate u, i love u (feat. olivia o'brien)

歌词
Feeling used but I'm still missing you
感觉被利用一般 但我仍然挂念着你
And I can't see the end of this
我望不到这段感情的尽头在何处
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
只是想感受你落在我唇上的温度
And now all this time is passing by
我们曾共度的时光已不再
But I still can't seem to tell you why
但我仍不能告于你一个明晰的原因
It hurts me every time I see you
每次见你 我的心便隐隐刺痛
Realize how much I need you
也许是意识到我对你的需要是如此迫切
我深爱着你 却也怨恨着你
I hate you I love you
我是多么希望我从未爱上你
I hate that I love you
但我仍然不能做到
Don't want to but I can't put
让你以外的人住进我的心里
Nobody else above you
我深爱着你 也怨恨着你
I hate you I love you
我是多么希望我从未爱上你 但我需要你在我身旁
I hate that I want you
你心仪着她 你也需要她
You want her you need her
但我永远不能成为她
And I'll never be her
难眠的夜 我思念着你
也在饮尽一杯咖啡之后 以及食欲全无之时
I miss you when I can't sleep
我想念你坐在我的前座
毛衣里仍留有细沙
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
那些我们也许已然忘却的夜晚
I miss you in my front seat
你是否亦如我一般思念着我
这花花世界中 我只认定你是我的真爱
Still got sand in my sweaters
好友也会伤你的心
From nights we don't remember
我仍身心俱疲 只是不再因你
Do you miss me like I miss you
若是我将爱意强加于你 你也不会欣然接受吧
我对你袒露真心 你如何能对我视而不见?
F**ked around and got attached to you
编辑发送给你的长文本 你亦不曾理会过
我伤心难过之时 你又在何处?
Friends can break your heart too
好了 我不应再提这些
And I'm always tired but never of you
可你为何宣称仍然爱我 却告知朋友分手的讯息?
If I pulled a you on you you wouldn't like that shit
若你需要我的陪伴 你就得吐露真心
I put this reel out but you wouldn't bite that shit
若我们的角色互换 我绝不会让对方远走
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
我深爱着你 也怨恨着你
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
我是多么希望我从未爱上你
Oh oh keep it on the low
但我仍然不能做到
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
让你以外的人住进我的心里
If you wanted me you would just say so
我深爱着你 却也怨恨着你
And if I were you I would never let me go
我是多么希望我从未爱上你 但我渴望你的陪伴
I hate you I love you
你心仪着她 你也需要她
I hate that I love you
但我永远不能成为她
Don't want to but I can't put
我从未意欲留你心伤 但我想念着你依偎在我怀里的时光
Nobody else above you
婚礼的钟声响过耳畔
I hate you I love you
万念俱灰的感觉萦绕心头
I hate that I want you
难道你不曾设想我们本也可以走上婚姻的殿堂?
You want her you need her
你说过要离我远走 但你怎么忍心兑现那句气话?
And I'll never be her
谎言相向 还与我同床共枕 心中还存有复合的念头
如今我只得在酒精里迷失自我 掩盖悲伤的心绪
I don't mean no harm I just miss you on my arm
总是在思念着我不应思念的人
Wedding bells were just alarms
有时你就是得切断所有联系来保持距离
Caution tape around my heart
我知道我要停止追忆 把你逐出我的脑海
但我的父亲也曾告诉过我这些感觉再正常不过了
You ever wonder what we could have been
当深爱与信任都已悄然离去
我猜想这段感情也应当画上句点
You said you wouldn't and you f**king did
我付以真心的人却往往让我悲痛欲绝
所以每个孑然一身的夜晚 我将这首歌轻轻唱着
Lie to me lie with me get your f**king fix
我深爱着你 也怨恨着你
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all f**king mixed
我是多么希望我从未爱上你 我只是深爱着你
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
但我仍然不能做到
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
让你以外的人住进我的心里
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我深爱着你 却也怨恨着你
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
我是多么希望我从未爱上你 但我需要你在我身旁
When love and trust are gone
你心仪着她 你也需要她
但我永远不能成为她
I guess this is moving on
孤独的我注视着你望向她的目光
就如同她是你此生唯一所见一般
Everyone I do right does me wrong
你不在乎我的感受如何 从未有过
So every lonely night I sing this song
你的心中从未有过我的一席之地
I hate you I love you
是啊 望着你看向她的目光的我 是如此孤独
I hate that I love you
她才是你想要爱的唯一
Don't want to but I can't put
但你是否曾经意识到
Nobody else above you
悲恸欲绝的我 正在慢慢被你抹杀
I hate you I love you
我深爱着你 也怨恨着你
I hate that I want you
我是多么希望我从未爱上你 我只是深爱着你
You want her you need her
但我仍然不能做到
And I'll never be her
让你以外的人住进我的心里
我深爱着你 也怨恨着你
All alone I watch you watch her
我是多么希望我从未爱上你 但我渴望你的陪伴
你心仪着她 你也需要她
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
但我永远不能成为她
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her
专辑信息
1.Magic
2.I Got You
3.Be the One
4.Adore You
5.I Won't Give Up
6.Can You Feel the Love Tonight
7.Just the Way You Are
8.SuperLove
9.i hate u, i love u (feat. olivia o'brien)
10.I'll Be There (Acoustic)