歌词
See that we been through much unknown
看啊，我们已经经历那么多的未知
(Get the fvck outta my house)
(滚出去)
I been through hell a lot of days
我也已许久深陷泥潭
Went through
独自跛行
(Don't ever fvcking act like you care)
(别他妈假惺惺地装作你在乎)
Why are you here
你为何还出现在我的脑海里
I don't see the point
我不明白
(Ahh fvck)
(啊操)
Guess I'll never be straight to Jehovah
可能我这辈子也无法向往天堂了吧
Oh well
那就这样吧
Guess we'll never be straight-out
我们可能再也无法直面彼此
(My life would be so much better without you)
(没了你我的生活会更好的)
And no one never know who'd be blamed on
谁又说得清谁对谁错呢
You
但我把错归咎在了你身上
(If you just drop dead)
(如果你直接去死的话)
Remorse is like the cancer consumes me
悔意久积成疾，啃噬着我的每一寸肌肤
(I don't know what I'm talking about but)
(我不知道我在说些什么了但是)
See now I don't blame you but where did you go
我现在不怪你了但你又去了哪？
(Fvck)
(操)
See that I try to search your path
我试着寻找你的足迹
(I hate you I swear to god I love you)
(我恨你，我对天发誓我爱你)
Cuz I don't really mean to throw our oath
因为我真的不是有意毁掉我们的一切
Follow
就这样紧随你的足迹
明知道没结果 却还要尝试 学不会怎么say no
删了联系方式 不同的结局 这次没有请求你别放手
dont wake me up 就让我最后再骗一次自己
它逼着我快 把丢了的爱 都埋藏在行间字里
你的电话我也不会打了 要怪就怪我太傻
就当我的付出全部都是假的 不用关心你现在在哪
这仓促又凌乱的重鼓 仿佛在嘲笑我 一错再错
我以为离开你会变得快乐 没想过换来了更多的痛苦
Faking it sack like an outrage
装作一切都像是被洗劫后诞生的暴行
Hold up wait for me to hit the blunt
等等让我抽支烟/打劫完之后我需要缓一下(hold up 等一下/打劫 blunt 迟钝/烟)
Then the assuage
然后平息这一切
Hit my 45 you won't find me and my phone die
当我到了45岁我就销声匿迹，你们也没办法打通我的电话
Need a lotta time to heal my wounds so I won't stray
需要大量的时间疗伤，我再也不会逃避了
Say I hate you but that ain't true
说恨你都是假的
Though I really put my hope in you
尽管我的确将希望强加于你
Know you're great but I'm fine too
我知道你是个很棒的人但我可能也不差吧
BPD depression took offense what you been through
BPD和抑郁先后发起了进攻，你经历了什么?
Seein' the past I go Ah
回首过去让我痛苦不堪
Once we felt for each other you're like god
当我们建立链接绑定彼此时，你如同救星于我
Like I walk into a shelter that have been stolen
就像我走进了一所温暖的避难所但那已被盗走
Wish that we could finish that Walk On Water
多希望我们当初能不留遗憾在学校表演完那首《Walk On Water》(Eminem与Beyoncé合作的一首歌)
Heart stop beating tears got silvered
心脏停止跳动的那一晚眼泪也被镶银
Rues are like Gus's ewer
悔恨像是无尽的大海/悔恨像是Lil Peep流的泪(ewer:大海 对应上面的眼泪 Gus:Lil Peep)
Ah from the gulf like the golf hit the Joel
深渊传来的痛苦呼喊，像是被高尔夫球杆击中的Joel(最后生还者2)
Bro I ruined it man what the fvck
我毁掉了一切他妈的到底怎么回事
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