歌词
Oh,you can't hear me cry
你漠视我的哭泣
See my dreams all die
冷眼旁观我的梦想破灭
From where you're standing
你所处的立场
On your own
只有你自己罢了
It's so quiet here
我感受不到任何心跳
And I feel so cold
一切都失去了生气
This house no longer
这个地方也不再
Feels like home
像是家了
What if someone just pop into your head
如果你脑海里突然出现一个声音
Tell you that your life is nothing
告诉你你的人生一无是处
Fore you get you forbear
在你无法忍耐之前
Stare at your memories until he ask you
幻灯片式地监视你的回忆并嘲弄你
Are they souvenir
这就是你所珍视的东西吗
What you gonna answer
你要怎么回答
For me to think back is super fear
对我来说回忆如同撕裂灵魂
Flipping the paper see how many rhythms I've written
轻薄的本子里写满了冗杂的韵脚
Forbidden mind grows more bitter
游离于常人的大脑增加了更多苦楚
Until I get more than I can't suffer
直到我不再能够承受
Hope god to answer
希望上帝能够给我回应
But I guess Jesus is stubborn
但我猜他也如此顽固【stubborn 顽固的 stub-born 木制的 但我猜上帝也仅仅是个没有生气的雕塑罢了】
Like my parents they couldn't understand why I get so depressed
就像我的父母也无法理解为什么我会如此沮丧
So along the way of the lonely journey
就这样，在孤独的旅途中
On the way I'm lonely
独自一人
Do they know me
他们了解我吗
I've been battled with doubts slather days
自始至终我都在与不理解斗争
But there's someone who cared for me
直到有个人抹净我的心窗
I don't get the point like
我不能理解
I was mind-blind
我的思维深陷迷雾
Suicidal thoughts like lamplight
自杀的念想如同黑暗中静坐的点灯人
In a dark night
唯一的希望
But she've been giving me the confidence to pick me up
但她让我充满自信我才得以振作起来
But I just blown it
但我搞砸了
Self-destruction ****s me up and drags her out and
扎根于自我毁灭让她失望并同我渐行渐远
I wish I could came up with a ****ing better way
我希望我可以做出更好的决定
But things have settled I can't change it
但一切尘埃落定我也无法改变
It's so ****ing cold out here
只剩下刺骨寒冷
Oh,you can't hear me cry
你漠视我的哭泣
See my dreams all die
冷眼旁观我的梦想破灭
From where you're standing
你所处的立场
On your own
只有你自己罢了
It's so quiet here
我感受不到任何心跳
And I feel so cold
一切都失去了生气
This house no longer
这个地方也不再
Feels like home
像是家了
Back in the day when
回到那一天
Fore I was born and
在我出生前
Forbidden food I
我就是那颗禁果
They should've known that
他们早该知道
How could I hate them
但我又凭什么埋怨他们
**** up my own life
是我自己搞砸了自己的人生
Shit Just happened
糟糕的事接踵而至
I wouldn't tell it
我却避而不谈
Locked on my own side
将其紧锁于心
Gun to my temple
将枪指着自己的脑袋
Life could be better
一切都会好起来的？
Thinkin' about it
仔细想想
Simply doubt it
我很怀疑
I was on a wrong moon【I was on a wrong mood】
我踩在了错误的月亮上【我的精神分崩离析】
So nobody could wander【So nobody could wonder】
没有看到任何人的足迹【没有人在意】
There's simply nothing to talk about
没有什么值得讨论的
Eighteen years feels like blown around
十八年就这样毫无目的的任其荒废
The only thing that is significant
我做过的唯一一件有意义的事
Is when I took those pills and the benifit
就是一口吞掉了所有的药想要结束一切
I started to see those circumstances
我开始看到一些过去和尚未发生的景象
After I woke up on a sickbed
当我在医院醒来后
Maybe I live to see them realize
也许我该活着看看那些景象是否会发生
But I guess it's my dream
我猜这就是我活着的动力吧
As a man of living it's my wish
可能这就是我所能让自己继续前进的理由
Wanna be rapper got no Dre
想要做一个Rapper但我没有Dre
To hell with critics to your own trait
让那些对你性格说三道四的人下地狱
Cuz obstacles got your dream killed
他们才是让你停滞不前的原因
Not your upbeat rotten attitude
跟你消极的态度情绪没有一点关系
You can hate yourself like you always do
你可以讨厌你自己就像你一直做的那样
But you can't lie to you that you're feeling good
但你不能骗你自己你今天过得很开心
Everyone's depressed
每个人都会沮丧
Everybody's looking for an axe
每个人都在寻找一把斧头
Either hew a way out
要么拿它劈开一条前进的路
Or put up a way down to hell I guess
要么拿它作为去往地狱的通行证
Being regarded as someone who they never were
一直被要求戴着不属于自己的面具生活
Until they stayed behind the curtain
直到真实的自我在幕布后再也无法挣脱
I'm crwaling out
即使是坟墓我也要挣扎出来
Don't care about the cold even if
管他什么刺骨寒冷，尽管
Oh,you can't hear me cry
你漠视我的哭泣
See my dreams all die
冷眼旁观我的梦想破灭
From where you're standing
你所处的立场
On your own
只有你自己罢了
It's so quiet here
我感受不到任何心跳
And I feel so cold
一切都失去了生气
This house no longer
这个地方也不再
Feels like home
像是家了
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