Losing Control

I'm just like a fly on the wall

Tear off my wings and I'll take my last breath

And all my aspirations are dead

Because I've ripped them to shreds

Now I fall

My meager life is full of slander and all these fake riches

I numbed the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision

Will I feel this, feel this way forever?

God (OH God!) how do you see me?

Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope

Now I'm falling, down the rabbit hole

Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go?

I feel like I, feel like I'm losing control

Pain, it hangs on by a thread

I lie alone in this bed, drift away

Am I stuck in a dream in a dream

I fall apart at the seams in my mind

My meager life is full of slander and all these fake riches

I numbed the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision

Will I feel this? Feel this way forever?

God (OH God!) how do you see me?

Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope

Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole

Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go

I feel like I, feel like I'm losing control

Oh oh [x2]

I won't give up

I won't give

I WON'T GIVE UP!

I WON'T GIVE UP!

**** YOU! I'm NEVER GIVING UP!

Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope

Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole

Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go?

I feel like I, feel like I'm losing control