歌词
They said that I'm bad
他们说我是害群之马
They said that I'm wack
他们说我是怪胎
They said I'm nothing they wish they had
他们说我是他们的厄运
They said that I buried their kid
他们说我亲手埋葬了他们的孩子
I should go to the hell
我应该下地狱
Matter of fact I should take my family with me
他们说我该把我家人也带上一起
Take a second thought to say I'm sorry
花了他们点时间来道歉
Til I told her I got the record she was crying heavy
直到我告诉她我有录音在手，她开始装的楚楚可怜
You left your kids to die she was way too achy
你任由你身受重伤的孩子自生自灭
I was just happened to be there now they said I'm nasty
我只是碰巧在她身边帮助她现在他们状告我是坏人
Yeah maybe I am nasty
对，也许我是个坏人
Maybe because my bounty overloaded
也许是我的善良过剩
I care for her care you care for money
我关心她的健康而你们关心钱
You wanna defraud but wanna charge me
你又想敲诈我又想要把我告了
Eavesdropping her every single trivial deed
无视她的隐私随意监听她所有的聊天行踪
Now who's to say I'm a liar but the truth too chewy
现在告诉我谁是骗子，只是真相太难站稳脚罢了
I still recall the night you said things too bawdy
我仍然记得那天晚上你在她面前说的那些下流的话
You and her friends team up to just frame me
你和她的朋友联合起来只是为了陷害我
Now that I know
现在我知道了
No matter how far that I go
不管我怎么做
My kindness to you is just a tool to get thrown
我的善良对于你们来说只是垃圾
Just because I know everything that you don't
只是因为我知道你们不知道的所有事
You just envy
你仅仅是嫉妒了
You just make me so cloudy
你让我沮丧崩溃
I was a boy try to get myself outta that prison
我只是一个想要将自己拉出泥潭的男孩
Now you kick me back to the well
现在你将我踢入深井
I can't no longer feeling the passion
我再也没办法感受到热情了
Now I'm locked by depression
现在我被沮丧的情绪锁定
Hope god make my resurrection
祈祷上帝带我重生
You are an adult but you act like thirteen
你是一个成人但你表现得像个13岁的小孩
I can no longer bear with it my mind is racing
我没办法再忍受了我的焦虑感极速增长
Oxygen is being pumping out I'm choking
氧气仿佛被抽空了我感到窒息
I'm just try to do good guess I'm just daydreaming
我只是想要做好事可能我是在白日做梦吧
If I got an another chance I don't wanna be good
如果我拥有多的机会我不想再拥有善良的天性了
I just wanna be a villain
我只想当个反派
There's no other choice
没有别的选择余地了
I guess no matter what I do
我猜不管我怎么做
I'll just wind up a villain
我都会被扣上坏人的帽子
Listen to the part again
再提醒一次
I'll never be what you expecting I am
我再也不会成为你所期望的样子了
Packing all the packages
打包所有行囊
I'll step out that door with no second thought again
毫不犹豫地离开
You play my kindness how does that feel
你玩弄我的善良，那感觉怎么样
It must feels so great again
一定感觉很爽对吧
You backstabbed me wanted me to pay your bills
你在背后捅我一刀想要我为你的行为负责
Cause of your fault you wanna got me killed
因为你犯下的错，你现在想把我置于死地
So your conscience can sit on shell
这样你的良心就不用受到谴责
You must feel so guilty cuz you did it all
你一定对ta感到很愧疚因为这是你一手造成的
But you made me more depressed
但你这样却让我更沮丧
Can't be normal again
没法再回归正常的生活
My good will be the moral stack
我的善意变成了道德的垃圾
Threat to kill my fam
打电话威胁要杀掉我的家人
I'mma cry for that
这就是我得到的回报
Take you back when I was a kid
回顾一下我还是个孩子的时候
I was fourteen when I took a rifle hit
我在14岁的时候受了伤
The mission was to take myself out when I made a benefit
任务是在我得到目标后将我带出战场
I've been afraid of this ailment
我一直很害怕这个恶魔
It's not minor but huge mistake
虽说不上小但是个巨大的错误
I'm aware I'm distinct cuz this is my extinct instinct
我意识到我是独特的因为这是我灭绝了的天性
Pickin' this awful disease
被这可怕的恶魔追上
Back when I was young didn't know what it is
我还小的时候根本不了解这些东西
All I know is I changed by the flip of a switch
我只知道我在一瞬之间整个人改变了
Nobody helped me I was desperate
在我绝望之际没有人帮助我
Until one day a stranger showed up how coincident this is ain't
直到一个陌生人出现，多巧合不是吗
How come that she saved me and I didn't
为什么她能拯救我但我却不能拯救你
I was in the wrong state thinking suicidal every day
我每天都沉浸在畸形的精神状态中计划结束一生
Afraid to put emotion on the table I was quite different
我很不一样，不敢将我的情绪摆在明面上诉说
It's really hard approachin' to my soul insecure I was made of it
想要接近我的灵魂很难，我是由完全的不安感所构成的
That girl who saved me helped pick up my pieces taught me how to live
那个拯救我的女孩帮助我拾起我支离破碎的灵魂，教我如何活下去
Every single avenue can help you see another view
每一条不同的路可以帮助你看到不同的景象
I didn't know why she would help me
我不知道她一个素未谋面的陌生人为什么要帮我
That changed me forever new
但那从此改变了我
I was moved and touched and cried a lot
我激动，感动，并且彻夜哭泣
And wanna help the others too
也让我想要帮助其他和我一样的人
But I just didn't know that would lead me to destruction
但我不知道的是这个想法会将我带往地狱
Gettin' spewed
让我被唾弃
Listen to the part again
再提醒一次
I'll never be what you expecting I am
我再也不会成为你所期望的样子了
Packing all the packages
打包所有行囊
I'll step out that door with no second thought again
毫不犹豫地离开
You play my kindness how does that feel
你玩弄我的善良，那感觉怎么样
It must feels so great again
一定感觉很爽对吧
You backstabbed me wanted me to pay your bills
你在背后捅我一刀想要我为你的行为负责
Cause of your fault you wanna got me killed
因为你犯下的错，你现在想把我置于死地
So your conscience can sit on shell
这样你的良心就不用受到谴责
You must feel so guilty cuz you did it all
你一定对ta感到很愧疚因为这是你一手造成的
But you made me more depressed
但你这样却让我更沮丧
Can't be normal again
没法再回归正常的生活
My good will be the moral stack
我的善意变成了道德的垃圾
Threat to kill my fam
打电话威胁要杀掉我的家人
I'mma cry for that
这就是我得到的回报
Nah not gonna change
不，我不会改变的
Not because you frame me so I give up on this thing
不会因为你污蔑我就放弃帮助他人
Not because you wanna kill me so be afraid of this
不会因为你扬言要杀掉我所以就害怕不敢再去帮助他人
Even the world is worthless I still wanna spread kindness
可能这个世界不值得但我仍然想要传播善意
Even though I'm kinda mess
尽管我自身也是一团糟
I'm not conscienceless
但我不是没有良心的人
Or callousness
或者无情的人
Don't care if they neurosis or nimbleness
不管他们是经历了精神崩溃还是本身聪颖过人
I wanna be with them through apocalypse
我都想帮助他们走过自我毁灭
Feeling this vibe
感受一下
Thinking one day we gon die
有一天我们都会死去
Why not do good in our life
为什么不在生前做点有意义的好事
Instead of shooting
却要去伤害他人
People die
人们为此受伤
This is stinky
这让人心痛
We will fly
我们死后会升天
To the hell
只不过是反向上升堕入地狱
Indemnify
这是为了让我们免于上帝的惩罚
Clock's ticking
丧钟开始了
Guess I'm just a suicidal bastard trying to change the world
可能我只是一个想要改变世界的急着送死的蠢货
Pass the point of no return
跨出无法回头的那一步
Like Eran tryna have it all
就像艾伦一样想做到一切
People were pushing to the hell
“人总是被不停的推向地狱
And most of them didn't even have a choice
对于大多数人而言，前往地狱并不是他们自己的选择
It's just people and surroundings got them forced
只是被他人或周遭环境逼迫罢了
But this is because of this
但也正因如此
People went hell seein' different
主动走进地狱的人所看见的地狱会有所不同
Maybe it's hope
也许是希望
Maybe it's another hell
也许是另一个地狱
I don't know
我不知道是哪个
But I'll know
但我想我会知道的
Only if I keep on going I can see the view
只有继续前进、走下去的人才会知道”
I'm not afraid
我不害怕
I'm not okay
我一点也不好
I just need
我只需要…
Listen to the part again
再提醒一次
I'll never be what you expecting I am
我再也不会成为你所期望的样子了
Packing all the packages
打包所有行囊
I'll step out that door with no second thought again
毫不犹豫地离开
You play my kindness how does that feel
你玩弄我的善良，那感觉怎么样
It must feels so great again
一定感觉很爽对吧
You backstabbed me wanted me to pay your bills
你在背后捅我一刀想要我为你的行为负责
Cause of your fault you wanna got me killed
因为你犯下的错，你现在想把我置于死地
So your conscience can sit on shell
这样你的良心就不用受到谴责
You must feel so guilty cuz you did it all
你一定对ta感到很愧疚因为这是你一手造成的
But you made me more depressed
但你这样却让我更沮丧
Can't be normal again
没法再回归正常的生活
My good will be the moral stack
我的善意变成了道德的垃圾
Threat to kill my fam
打电话威胁要杀掉我的家人
I'mma cry for that
这就是我得到的回报
Welcome
欢迎
To the world full of liars
来到充满谎言者的世界
You gon settle down here
你将在此安顿下来
And get used to that
然后习惯如此
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