dive in the mess (Prod. jeler beats)

Uoh, it's one of those nights, yeah yeah yeah

Hey, Jeler

You wouldn't

**** with my life

Drowning in sh*t (Drowning in shit)

Thought I was immune for a while

Arrogance spoiled it, yeah (Spoiled it)

Doom in the night (Doom)

At least the feeling of it (Feeling of doom)

The feeling of it

Could be enough to bring me to the edge, yeah (Bring to the edge)

I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)

Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress)

I don't know what to do with it

But I'll take all of it (I'll take it all)

Yeah, all of it

Dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)

**** you mean, you stopping to rest (Stopping to what)

Pain in my chest

W**d smoke smell on my breathe

I'll be good just sauce me the crest

Freaking the **** out

At almost everyone of my friends (I'm sorry)

Not in real life

Just in my head

Schedule flip, **** with the meds

Im wide awake when you'd be in bed

My average night is a two hour rest, yeah

Every circumstance is detrimental (Detrimental)

When winter season ends regain my mental

Least I'll try

And maybe I could try and find somebody special (I could find someone I like)

It's happened before but damn I swear it wasn't meant to, we go

I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)

Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress)

I don't know what to do with it

But I'll take all of it (Damn, I'll take it all)

Yeah, all of it

Dive in the mess (Dive)

**** you mean, you stopping to rest (Do not stop)

Pain in my chest (Hey)

W**d smoke smell on my breathe

I dive in the mess (Dive)

Absorbing the stress (Absorb)

I don't know what to do with it

But I'll take all of it (I'll still take it all)

Yeah, all of it

Dive in the mess

**** you mean, you stopping to rest (Do not stop)

Pain in my chest (Yo)

W**d smoke smell on my breathe

Always feeling like i said some sh*t i knew I would regret (Would regret)

You ain't finding love 'cause you've been cuffing for the sex, in love with head (Love with head)

When's the last time you left a message

Instead of hang up (Hang up)

Avoiding contact's a nervous habit

That I can't give up (I can't)

That I can't give up (I can't)

Every time you call I can't pick up

I'm too ****ed up (Too ****ed up)

Get drunk pull trig

But I can't throw up

But you just called to say

That you wouldn't show up anyways

Good luck

Life's gonna suck

Once you realise I was worth more than a **** (****)

Treat me like a slut

Incapable of depth

Listen to the song

It's as deep as it gets (Gets)

You let go

I worked I just dropped that let (Drop)

I just went

Face first into

My music again

Going amtopm (amtopm)

Amtopm

I'm here again (Yeah, I'm here again)

Trapped here with my problems

It don't end (amtopm)

Here I am layed in my bed at 3AM

Listen to the silence

It just simulates the end

I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess)

Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress)

I don't know what to do with it

But I'll take all of it (I will take it all of it)

Yeah, all of it

Dive in the mess (Yeah, yeah)

**** you mean, you stopping to rest (Stopping to rest, don't stop)

Pain in my chest

W**d smoke smell on my breathe

I dive in the mess (Dive in)

Absorbing the stress (Absorb)

I don't know what to do with it

But I'll take all of it (I'll still take it all, **** it)

Yeah, all of it

Dive in the mess (Yeah)

**** you mean, you stopping to rest (Stoppin')

Pain in my chest

W**d smoke smell on my breathe