歌词
[Intro]
(Went to jail came home) Jason!
从监狱被释放回家
Man say, I-I feel good nigga
但是讲真的,我感觉不错
And it's- you know, my first time bein' on the mic, nigga
这种感觉就像当年我第一次站在麦克风前面
(Went to jail came home)
Who am I? Like, who was I?
我是谁?我之前又是谁?(yb在质疑和反思他的过去,他的过去被帮派生活所折磨充斥,嘲笑自己鲁莽的过去,对未来的展望)
You know, I guess words don't even matter
其实言语并不能代表什么
You know we movin' forward
我们一直在前进呢
Went to jail came home, time passed went back again
终于从监狱释放回家,这种感觉就像回到了多年前(yb早在2016年进入监狱,去年因为以非法携带枪支被判入狱,如今以获得保释)
All the pain I felt inside myself, thought it would never end
无尽的痛苦在我心中不断折磨着我
I just thought I would blame myself, can't even blame my friends
我为我所有做过的事情负责,更不会去责怪我的朋友
I was criticizin' myself like, you ain't never gone' win
我已给自己上了死刑,我跌入了谷底
[Chorus]
Kentrell, you got to man up, you done had all these kids
Kentrell(yb真名)你必须振作起来,你还有孩子等着去抚养
I'm like Kentrell you got to stand up, it's your time, I see it
我鼓励自己:我可以预见不久后是你的未来
I'm like DeSean, thuggin you just hustlin' backwards
我为我曾经过去的行为感到抱歉
Nigga you done won
尽管我早已取得了巨大的成功,我不需要向任何人证明任何事情
I just fail to accept that you not good for anyone
法律,孩子,家庭,友谊种种问题困挠着我
(Ooh, oh oh, ooh, oh oh, ooh, oh oh)
压力是我清楚我无法对每个人都好
I can feel it in my soul
这是来自灵魂深处的沉思
[Verse 1]
They say that he ain't gon' be here long
他们说我会早早过气
I see myself on top the mountain
可现在我已站在说唱圈子的顶端
I'm smoking strong, I'm keeping strong
我的心似药草一样猛烈强劲
No more ridin' with that window down
我想抛弃我暴力的过去
Hangin' out tryna lay them down
我也不想与任何人发生矛盾了,除非有人要伤害我
My soul, I still ain't think I found
今年22岁 我依旧再寻找自我
When I tell bro on the phone
我尝试与我的兄弟们心灵沟通
I ain't even been worried 'bout no jewelry now
我不在这么物质,早已不在乎珠宝
So my girl don't want her a bust down
我的女孩也脱去了他的珠宝
I ain't even been worried 'bout the jury now
我也不在乎法院的陪审团对我制定的规则
I been wanna do right since I touched down
我把注意力集中到我的孩子们和生活上了
I been watchin' the way I influence now
我开始注重我的影响力,不会再去做冲动的举止
I ain't post not a picture, I moved on
删除所有社交媒体,我向前看(他表示,社交媒体上大约80%的内容与现实不符,因此毫无意义。)
I'm responsible to all these children now
我要承担起我所有孩子的抚养责任
Even though they label me tough 'lone
尽管世界把我贴上了“问题重重'的标签
Back into my normal home
时间倒退到我还住在我最初的家
Back inside my closet puttin' that Vlone on
穿上nba和Vlong联名的帅气衣服
Daughter born, I had to listen while sittin' on the phone
见不带女儿的出生,只能在监狱里打电话
First time got her in my arms like, I can't leave you alone
把她搂在怀里保证我不会再次离开
With all these thoughts on top my dome
和所有这些想法都在我的穹顶上
[Chorus]
Kentrell, you got to man up, you done had all these kids
Kentrell(yb真名)你必须振作起来,你还有孩子等着去抚养
I'm like Kentrell you got to stand up, it's your time, I see it
我鼓励自己:我可以预见不久后是你的未来
I'm like DeSean, thuggin you just hustlin' backwards
我为我曾经过去的行为感到抱歉
Nigga you done won
尽管我早已取得了巨大的成功,我不需要向任何人证明任何事情
I just failed to accept that you not good for anyone
法律,孩子,家庭,友谊种种问题困挠着我
(Oooh, oh oh, Oooh, oh oh, Oooh, oh oh)
压力使我清楚我无法对每个人都好
I can feel it in my soul
这是来自灵魂深处的沉思
[Verse 2]
I ain't beefin' wit' all these niggas, don't even mention me
我不会与一些无名小辈产生瓜葛
They gon' kill me if they can
如果可以的话,就来取我首级
No need for dissin', come get rid of me
不需要所谓的骂战和diss
I'm grown now, I'm a man
我长大了是个男人了
So tell them ain't no time for sympathy
所以去告诉他们,我没有时间去同情
I been holdin' all these bands
我家缠万贯
Don't give a **** bout who not feelin' me
我不在乎谁不认可我
Or into me, intimate, not no consistency
这事没有绝对性
She ain't into me, yeah
比如她就不喜欢我的作为
Havin' you, you don't know what it meant to me
有了你,你或许不知道这对我意味着什么
It ain't get to me, nah, every time that you said you ain't shit to me
这对你不算什么,因为你根本不在乎
Even though you meant the world to me
即使你对我意味着整个世界
Goin' straight even though you curvin' me
就算你再阻扰我,我也继续前进
I ain't worried 'bout all that courtesy
我也不注重这些繁杂的礼节
Heart on top my shoulder now
心情涌上心头
I'ma sleep on top Burberry sheets
睡在Burberry的被席上
Can't take no pill but I'm rollin' now
不允许我咳药,我快要适应了
Can't drink no lean but I'm focused now
不允许我喝酒,我只能保持专注
Can't smoke no dope but I'm loaded now
不允许我抽烟,那我就把枪给上膛
Can't tote no gun but I'm strapped right now
不允许我碰枪,我现在就好象被捆绑住了(这一系列的要求都是yb被保释后必须强制执行的)
Lil top on top of the map right now
我现在正处顶端
Been dead but nigga I'm back right now
心以枯萎不朽,但现在我重新归来
Keepin' this shit on track right now
要保持我的这些事的激情
I don't take no Adderall
不再服用镇定剂
Pure washing make my feelings dissolve
圣水洗涤我罪恶的灵魂
Phone ring I decline that call
电话铃响了,我谢绝了那个电话
Where its trouble, I get back with y'all
遇到困难时,我会与你们一同面对
My hair hang on top my eyes it fall
头发垂在我的眼睛上
Through the rain, I'm seeing through all this fog
外面朦朦白雾,下起了大雨
[Chorus]
Kentrell, you got to man up, you done had all these kids
Kentrell(yb真名)你必须振作起来,你还有孩子等着去抚养
I'm like Kentrell you got to stand up, it's your time, I see it
我鼓励自己:我可以预见不久后是你的未来
I'm like DeSean, thuggin you just hustlin' backwards
我为我曾经过去的行为感到抱歉
Nigga you done won
尽管我早已取得了巨大的成功,我不需要向任何人证明任何事情
I just fail to accept that you not good for anyone
法律,孩子,家庭,友谊种种问题困挠着我
(Oooh, oh oh, Oooh, oh oh, Oooh, oh oh)
压力是我清楚我无法对每个人都好
I can feel it in my soul
这是来自灵魂深处的沉思
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