歌词
编曲：HenryRole
和声：Megan-L
工程：陈加志
监制：陈加志
I’m sinkingI’m sinkingI’m sinkingI’m sinkingI’m sinking...
我在下沉我在下沉我在下沉我在下沉我在下沉...
Always run away, always wanna forget
总想要逃离 总设法忘记
Always tryna be saved, always hate to face 2 face(s)
总想被拯救 却总不敢去面对这一切
I know ain’t no one to blame(no one to blame yeah)
我知道这不能怪任何人
But everytime I wanna say somethin’
但每次我想对你说些什么
Always heard the voice inside ma head
却总被内心的声音阻止
Feelin’ like I’ve got this weird tendency
感觉我有一种奇怪的倾向
And I need some alone time so just stay away from me(stay away from me)
需要一些时间来让我静一静
Bitch save your breath cuz I don’t need that I don’t need you to pray for me
别再说那些假话了 省省吧 我不需要你的那一套
Shit sounds ironic since you ain’t never wanna wait for me,yeah,I should’ve known before
这太讽刺 你从来没想过等我 哈哈我早该知道
They think I’m an asshole,think I’m sick worse than a psycho
都觉得我是个混蛋 觉得我比精神病人还要严重
Y’all cannot wait to see me fall don’t you think so
都等着想看我倒下 你不也这么想吗
Then faked offering me sympathy,comments sent to me all from ma enemies
恨我的人假装对我很怜悯 网络上无数个评论都来自我的敌人
Used to be trippin' me yeah I admit it
我承认这让我一度沉沦
But sorry I let you down now I’m ****in’ invulnerability
但可能要让你失望了 现在的我变得更加坚韧
I’m tired of been overthinkin’
我厌倦了想的太多
Tired of been sufferin’
厌倦了承受这样的痛苦
Set me free now set me free now
求我放过我来重获自由
When you come back to me again
但你又再一次出现在我面前
Got me wonderin’ what I am
让我困惑到底
Afraid to see afraid to see
害怕的是看见什么
Actually I ain’t no rapper more like a mother****er
那其实我也算不上什么说唱歌手 而更像一个混蛋
Saying I got some mental issues but to me it doesn’t matter
都说我心理有问题 对我来说也没关系
I need a shrink just call me a doctor
不能太过膨胀了 来给我叫个心理医生
Bitch I hear that voice again it’s torturin' me like a monster
脑海里的声音像怪物一样拷问我 这是种折磨
Seems like I’ve found a way out in my last album I
看上去我好像在上一张专辑里找到了出口
Thought the old me was killed a thousand times
以为那个过去的自己已经被杀死了无数次
Truth is I’ve been surrounded by
但事实上却一直被它围绕
The devil never go outta mind
它似乎从未离开过我
'Bout to run outta time still I been tryna climb
倒计时开始了 我还在努力往上爬
But haven't reached the mountainside
但我却还没到达路程的一半
Shoulda I left it all behind?
又或者我该放弃这一切呢
Now I’m numb to die so
现在我变得麻木
Just let go of ma hands or
那不如松开双手任其坠落
Just wait here for an angel
或者在这里等待上帝的救赎
Life’s no Nintendo it’s about struggle
生命却不是头号玩家而是一场救赎
Why am I so different now I’m solo(so low)
为什么只有我如此与众不同 这让我感觉很糟糕
Been stuck in a cycle
像被困在了原地
Shall my life end so?
难道我的生命也会这样结束吗
Oh Lord,please let me know
可是谁能告诉我答案呢
Can’t even believe that still I remember what you said
真不敢相信我几乎快忘记你曾经对我说的话
Starin’ at the stars and tellin' me that I gonna sparkle someday
凝望着夜空说有一天我也会像星星一样闪耀
The scene is hard to forget but it will never show again
那个画面好难忘 但永远不会重现
Maybe I’m not gonna run away if I truly found a way to see another day
也许我不会再选择逃离直到我真正找到办法去迎接明天
I’m tired of been overthinkin’(tired of been overthinkin’)
我厌倦了想的太多
Tired of been sufferin’
厌倦了承受这样的痛苦
Set me free now set me free now
求我放过我来重获自由
When you come back to me again(please don't come back to me)
但你又再一次出现在我面前
Got me wonderin’ what I am(no I don't wanna hurt ya)
让我困惑到底
Afraid to see afraid to see(but you forced me to)
害怕的是看见什么
Outro:
In the end it just dawned on me(you heard it?)
直到最后我才终于发现
Maybe it’s not you I’m afraid to see
或许我害怕看见的并不是你
But the bitches deep inside deep inside
而是那些躲在我内心深处的阴暗面
专辑信息